When I laid down I heard a knock at the door!
Andi, T can we come in?"
"Yes!"
Danni, "Aww baby! Don't cry!"
"Y'all what's wrong with me? Why can't he get it right for me?"
Lori, "T baby nothing is wrong with you!"
Andi, "Exactly! You're beautiful, smart, talented, educated and you have a banging body! You can have any man you want! I love Zac true enough but don't lose yourself in a man!"
"Y'all something has to be wrong with me! I spent 4 years with Ian and all he did was whoop my ass and talk down on me! I met Paul but kept my guard up and his ass shot me! I've been friends with Zac for over 15 years and he hasn't been able to get it right once! It's me! I know it's me! Now I have a baby to take care of, heal, and find a house! When am I gonna win?"
Danni, "T you're already winning! You may be weak right now due to your circumstances but the same things that brought you here also made you stronger! Take your power back! There's nothing wrong with waddling in your sorrows but don't stay there too long! You can and will WIN! This is your winning season!"
"I love y'all so much! Thank you for being here for me!"
Lori, "Girl we're family! When you hurt we hurt and if you need me to I'll hurt Zac for you!"
Everyone started laughing! "Lori thank you but it's not necessary my baby needs her Daddy!"
Lori, "Alright T but all you have to do is say the word and I'll make his ass disappear!"
"I'll keep that in mind!"
We had a deep conversation for what felt like forever! These ladies brightened my spirits and they didn't even know it! I was able to express myself in so many ways and I felt so much better afterwards!
Downstairs
Zac, "Y'all I fucked up!"
Jake, "Yeah you did!"
Preston, "You went through this whole spill about loving Fatima and doing right by her and y'all baby and how you were a man and then you pull this BS?"
Robin, "Man all I'm going to say is I do believe you've hurt that woman for the very last time!"
Zac, "I never meant to hurt her! Hearing Belinda's name just brought back too many memories and I already knew If she was to be here helping T, we would end up fucking! I had to tell her man!"
Jake, "Yeah you did but not like this!"
Preston, "That woman has endured a lot coming from your ass! Hell one of the reasons she is injured is because of you! She is raising your child and supplying you the love you have always wanted! Why can't you just commit?"
Zac, "Man Belinda was always the woman I wish would've never gotten away! I love T but I can't be completely invested in this relationship until I know for a fact me and Belinda's relationship is dead!"
Robin, "Man I honestly don't know what to tell you! T is not taking you back after this and if she does it'll take a minute for that shit to happen! You're going to let another man slip right on in and it'll be over for you!"
Zac, "Man Fatima ain't about to go be with no one!"
Preston, "That's your problem now! You want her at your disposal so you can use and abuse her when you get ready! That BESTFRIENDS SHIT don't mean a DAMN THING! Your actions are speaking loud and clear and if we see the shit trust and believe so does T!"
Jake, "Right! You done lost that damn woman, all because one minute you're sure and the next minute you are clueless! She deserves to be happy and there's a man that will come along and give her exactly what she needs and it'll be too late for you to do anything about it!"
Zac's thoughts, I know deep down inside of me that they're right! Fatima is special and any guy would be lucky to have her! Drama surrounds me and that's something I can't continue bringing into her life! I know I have fucked up again but I can't let her be with anyone else! I need her right here with me! I know for a fact that Jordan would be the nigga she chooses! I can't let this nigga taste what's mine!
Everyone started leaving and I watched Zac lock the doors on the camera! I also watched him clean up before going into his room! I put the camera back on my baby in her room and started dozing off! 45 minutes later I heard my door open!
"Zac didn't I tell you not to bother me!" I didn't even open my eyes mainly because I didn't want to look at his lying ass! Before I know it he was eating my pussy like his life depended on it!
"OUUU SHIT MOVE!" My back arched and my eyes rolled! This mf knew exactly what he was doing! When he slid them fingers in there baby I started creaming and screaming! He was hitting my g-spot so smooth! I didn't know what to do! I was on the brink of my orgasm and I felt his dick at my center! "Zac wait Robin said we ca.... Before I could get the words out he was fucking me slowly! He didn't but the whole thing in but he did put enough to drive me crazy! We both came together and he nutted in me! He slid up and laid beside me!
"Zac sex can't fix everything! I just want you to be present for your daughter and don't worry about me! I will definitely move on without you!"
Zac, "Fatima I've always loved you and I always will!" He kissed my forehead and left the room!
