Honey, I needed that therapy session, I felt so much better! I haven't checked my phone all day and honestly it felt good not to be bombarded by the bullshit! I said my prayer, wiped my eyes and went to go get my baby! When I pulled up, I seen Zac's truck! I took a deep breath and stepped out!
Zac, "Fatima, where have you been? I've been trying to reach you all day?"
"My whereabouts are no longer your concern! I'm fine! Are you here to get Cami?"
Zac, "Uhh yeah and talk to you!"
"Zac you don't need to talk to me, you need to talk to a therapist! Cami has everything she needs in her bag, whenever you want me to get her, I'll pick her up from here!"
I walked past him and went in to kiss my baby!
Mrs. Denise, "Hey Pumpkin, she just finished her lunch!"
"Oh okay! I came to get me some sugar! She's going with her dad!"
Mrs. Denise, "Oh okay baby!"
I kissed my baby and hugged her tight and then I left out of the center! Zac's ass was still standing in the same spot!
Zac, "Fatima I feel like we really need to talk!"
"No we don't! If it has nothing to do with Cambrí then there's nothing to discuss! I had a great day at therapy and you will not ruin it with your shenanigans!"
Zac, "Fatima I'm just trying to be a man about this!"
"Zachary Taylor, A man would've stayed home with his family last night! Please move away from my truck! Our daughter is waiting on you!"
Zac, "Fatima! I can't explain it! I really want to but I don't have any answers for you! Will I see you tonight?"
"No I MOVED!"
I slid into my truck and drove off! We have to fix this right? This can't be the end of us! Lord knows I want to hit him but I can't lay a hand on the man I love! I'm not built like that and I definitely won't tear him down! He's still an amazing man! He just has to figure out his shit! I decided to go to the bistro because I haven't been able to keep anything down for 3 days! When I walked in I seen Lori and Danni! I tried to walk out but Danni grabbed me!
Danni, "I just knew your ass would show up sooner or later!"
Lori, "Girl where have you been? We've been calling you all day!"
"My phone is on DND! I had therapy and errands to run! I'm just not in the mood for small talk!"
Danni, "Hold on now cause we are your friends, we will never leave you and you know that!"
Lori, "T you're hurting why won't you just let us in?"
"Lori, I'm fine! I've been sick and I decided to stay to myself! Now all I want to do is eat something! I don't want to talk about Zac and whoever he may or may not be with!"
Danni, "Okay well we are here to support you! If that's your wishes we won't talk about it!"
"Thank You! Now I'm about to go sit and eat!"
Lori, "We are coming with you!"
These heifers just don't let up! I love them but Zac and his encounter with Belinda is the furthest thing from my mind! Y'all do remember we never officially got together! I just called him my MAN! I sound delusional asf don't I? Yeah I know! We are just hitting a lot of rough patches! Are y'all riding with us?
I sat down and ordered my food! The girls ordered to and Danni decided to break the ice!
Danni, "T you said you went to therapy today?"
"Girl Yes and Dr. James allowed me to get some things off my chest! She never interrupted me and she gave her rebuttals at the end! Most of all she didn't judge me! I can't wait to go back tomorrow!"
Lori, "Girl that's good! I'm glad you decided to see a professional to get everything off your chest! I'm proud of you!"
"Yeah me too! I need to heal so I can be the best version of myself for my baby!"
Danni, "How is Cami anyways?"
"She's fine! She's with her Dad!"
Lori, "T tell the truth and don't lie! Did you move out?"
"Yes I did! The house is beautiful! It's just space for me and my baby! I love everything about it and Shelly didn't disappoint!"
Danni, "I bet it is girl! Shelly is the best!"
"Definitely!"
Lori, "So since no one else is going to say it I will, you have a glow!"
"Mrs. Denise said the same thing!"
Danni, "Yeah it's really visible and that ass getting bigger!"
"Girl please! It's always been big! These hips have spreaded a little though!"
Lori, "Hell yeah I mean you had a tow truck now you got a DUMP TRUCK!"
"Girl please don't start! I'll thank Zac for the ass the next time I see him!"
Danni, "Are y'all even talking?"
"Girl NO! He needs to go to therapy and then we can have any conversation his heart desires!"
Lori, "Well ig that is fair!"
"It's more than fair because I seen Belinda ass in the grocery store earlier!"
Danni, "Girl what?"
"Yes! She had the nerve to say that she was tired and I knew what she meant! I told her ass I have a baby and I'm not as tired as her weave!"
Lori, "T you didn't!"
"Yes I did, then I told her ass I been doing her USUAL and I needed to go because I had responsibilities!"
Danni, "Handled it just like a Boss! I know her ass sick asf right now!"
"Girl probably tryna reach my baby daddy!"
The talk with the girls was definitely needed but I was tired asf!
"Alright ladies I'm leaving I'll call y'all later!"
