Love is indeed a complex emotion, isn't it? Someone is desperately seeking my attention, while I pine for someone who doesn't even know I exist.
I find myself in phases, but honestly, it's never a flex. To ignore someone beyond one's means and to consider another is beyond my reach.
Sometimes I amaze myself. I ponder deeply, but for whom? For a person who is beyond my dreams. Lost in thought, I envision myself as a handsome prince, arriving with elephants and horses for the king's daughter. When I open my eyes, I find myself on a broken bed, with water dripping from the ceiling above.
My own thoughts sometimes astonish me. They defeat me, making me realize how grand I am in the world of imagination.
Yet, from one perspective, love is not at all a bad thing that I can feel. To love someone madly is not a big deal, whether they know it or not.
In reality she doesn't know my existence but in dreams she is only mine—
To feel them without touching, to enjoy their beauty from afar, which work prevents from feeling any more. Among a thousand stars, they are my moon, always capturing my gaze.
My moon?—
On the other hand Lusi truly possesses an incredible personality. Her sweet demeanor and pure heart genuinely humble me, making me wonder how innocent a person can be. We are not friends, but there is a mutual respect between us because she is my employer's daughter, and I do not want to lose my job, which pays well every month along with delicious fruits. Despite my protests, she leaves them by my door every night, no matter how late it is. I fear for her; such audacity is not right for a girl.
She's a insane. I repeatedly explain to her that I am nothing more than a shepherd. But does she listen? Certainly not.
Life goes on as usual for another month, just as it was in the previous two.
But finally, a day arrives that truly changes my entire life.
it's hell or heaven?～
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