LOVED BY DADDY 1

Chapter 51

1 month later

Christopher's pov

My gunshot wounds have healed great and I was now in a position to move around on my own and bath myself. I was currently sitting in the bedroom waiting for Victor to come home cause I wanted to talk to him about something important.

Victor and I never really spoke about the shooting... If anything we just acknowledged it then moved on like it never even happened. I love Victor so so much but the secrets he is keeping from me almost got me killed.

I heard the bedroom door open and I knew he was back. "hey love " he greeted before giving me a kiss on the lips. "hi vic " I answered softly. "what's wrong is everything okay " he asked with a worried tone. "No actually can you sit down I need to talk to you about something ". Victor sat on the edge of the bed next to me before turning to me.

"I-I want you to tell me your secrets... I want you to be honest with me "I said seriously. "baby what are you talking abo-". I cut him off before he could finish gaslighting me. "Victor I got shot and almost died right in this very house... I'm traumatized okay so don't fucken lie to me ". "baby I promised you it's never gonna happen again can we please not talk about this "he said getting close to me before deep kissing me.

I fell for it and went on with the kiss. He then put me on his lap before fondling my ass making me moan. As he started undressing me I came to my senses. "Vicky stop "I said pushing him away. He didn't listen and continued while telling me that he knows I want it to. "Victor I said stop okay... You are going to tell me what happened... Not tomorrow, not next year, not when you are on your death bed. you are going to tell me now " I said assertively.

"baby I'm sorry you got shot I really am but - ". I cut him off again. "I don't want an apology I want reasons... I Want the truth "I said sternly. "baby I can't tell you it will put you in danger ". "I'm already in danger. I got shot right here don't you remember ". "baby please let's forget about that I'm begging let's just move on from it "he said in a begging tone.

"Victor if you are unable to tell me the truth right now I'll leave and you never ever going to see me again "I said seriously. Victor looked at me with wide eyes indicating that he was shocked. "b-baby... my l-love.. tell me you're joking my angel tell me you just saying that "he said stuttering .I was still on his lap straddling him do him and I were face to face.

"Victor I'm not joking I can't be in a relationship full of secrets... I can't be in a relationship where I'm not safe "I said. I saw tears forming in his eyes. "but baby it only happened once... You know I love you " he said crying. "I know that but love alone isn't the only thing that a relationship needs. I have to trust you and you have to be honest with me all the time and I also have
to feel and be safe "I said also beginning to cry.

"b-baby I-I'm sorry "he said putting his face in my chest. "I know but I'm sorry Victor if you can't tell me then we can't be togather anymore " I said crying even harder. This was not the plan. I did not want to see him crying let alone have to break up with him. I just wanted him to be honest with me but he still does not want to tell which indicates to me that he's secrets are huge.

I can't stay in a relationship with someone who can't tell me the truth to save our relationship. "so this is it huh we really over "he asked looking at me with red teary sad eyes. "I guess so... I love you vic so so so much and I want to be with you forever but these secrets you are keeping are just not good for our relationship "I said to him.

"I understand... I love you too baby and I promise that one day I'll gather up enough courage to tell you the truth " he said kissing my cheeks. "take your time but I can't promise I'll wait for you forever vic"I said honestly. I'm an adult with emotional and sexual needs I can't spend the rest of my life waiting for Victor to come clean.

"mmmk... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU... "He chanted in my ear. "I love you too Victor so much and believe me when I say this hurts me...it breaks me having to leave "I said kissing him.

After that I got of his lap and started packing my stuff that was over at his place. We were both crying the whole time. Victor also helped me pack and not even once did he try to get me to change my mind which made me happy because he accepted and respected my decision.

We were now done and all my clothes were in my car. "I'll send  the contract termination papers over " he said. I was leaving behind so much. I was leaving the love of my life... My future husband... My Dom... My lover... The only person who ever truly loved me me. "mmmm I'll sign it and send it back " I said before going on my tippy toes and kissing him one last time.

Victors pov

The kiss felt so good but I knew it was goodbye. After we broke apart we looked each other in the eyes. "this is goodbye huh "I asked. "yeah " he responded beginning to cry again . I hugged him tightly and kissed his cheek. "I love you so much baby and I want you to know that " I said honestly. "I love you to baby " he said back. We then kissed for the last time before he got into his car and drove off.

I went into my house and sat on the couch that's when everything settled in. I was alone again no one would be here when I came home from work... No one would cook for me... Kiss me... Watch cartoons with me... Take baths with me... Cuddle me...laugh at my dumb jokes... Make art with me... Read with me... LOVE ME. I had no one again.

I began crying as the reality sank in. I love Christopher and I want him to be safe and happy and if that means he's with someone else than that's okay with me. I love him... And I hope my baby knows that. I hope he knows that he is LOVED BY DADDY.

THE END OF BOOK 1(PLEASE READ BOOK 2❤️ )