19- Secret Agenda

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Ta's POV _

The cold wind is blowing. It only dried away the tears from my eyes. But what about my inner self.

It feels like I lost everything again. The hope, the dream, the happiness. I mean nothing to him.

This is the first time he raised his voice at me. Why doesn't he understand me?!

My emotion is nothing to him.

I can't even cry anymore.

"Ta!"

Barcode comes to me.

"Please.. give me some time alone, Code..."

"But you need first aid.. your forehead is bleeding.." he said with concern.

"It's nothing in front of the bleeding inside my heart. The wounds are so deep that I can't even try to heal it anymore."

"Don't lose hope.. we'll do something to expose that snake. We're here."

"No Code.. I don't want to do anything anymore... I don't have strength.. I'm done fighting with my inner self for all these years. I lost my precious treasure."

"Ta... Uncle will understand..."

"No.. at this moment I don't want him to understand me anymore.. I don't need him anymore... I hate myself... I hate myself for loving him this much... Please leave.. I wanna be alone..."

"Don't be too hard on yourself.. now give yourself time... You know what to do.. it's your life, your decision. But remember... No matter what Fen and I are always with you."

"Thanks..."

He patted my shoulder then left. I'm inhaling the air rapidly to control my racing heart.

I'm not gonna stay here anymore. Not around him.

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The whole night Ta and Mile keep thinking about the incident. Mile is sitting on the floor at ta's room.

Mile's POV _

Oh God! Why did I do that? Why did I yell at him?!

Ta got hurt because of me.

"... If the whole world knows or not you must have known  how much Ta loves you, cares about you..."

Barcode's words are hitting me harder.

Is that mean...

His confession wasn't just a spark of moment. Does he really think the same after all these years?!!

I didn't pay attention because he was a child but now... He's in his adolescence. He's mature enough to understand these things.

Does he love me for real?!

No no no!! What am I thinking?! After all he's still young.

I hurt him.

Suddenly Mile saw that broken gift.

I gave it to him on his 7th birthday! He kept this all these years!

Why my heart is feeling so heavy... Why?

Do I have some feeling for this innocent young man?!

But how?!

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Both are done fighting with their inner selves. Yet no one has the courage to talk it out.

The next morning Ta shifted back to his house. Fen and Barcode are also with him.

Mile tried to talk with Barcode first but he refused to talk about Ta.

Ta rarely started going out even skipping his classes. He always locked his windows.

This shook Mile. He's feeling more and more guilty. Ta still refused to talk and even showed his face.

Fen and Barcode including Luke have a secret agenda.

"Dude... I'm getting scared about Ta's condition. Uncle Mile's behavior struck him really hard." Fen said.

"Isn't it obvious? He loves uncle since he was just a child. And that fuckin' bitch just ruined everything!"Barcode replied in anger.

"I'm also feeling very bad. I really want him to be happy. Is there anything I can do for him? I would be glad." Luke showed his concern.

"I know dude you like him yet you have no hope y'know.. No matter how hurt Ta is, he'll die virgin but won't let anyone get closer to him except from his P'Mile."

"I know Fen. But I'm not doing to get his extra attention. He's still my friend and I do care about him. I want to help him out of this difficult situation."

"Thanks Luke for staying with my friend. But what should we do now?"

"Well... our first plan flops. No worries. I've got plan B. We must make uncle Mile fall for Ta. In this case I need Luke's help. Can I count on you, dude?"

"I'm willing to do anything for him. I'm in."

"Now that bitch will see our power. It's friend club power. For our friend's love.. we must win! Time to initiate PLAN B!!!" Barcode Cheered.

"YEAH!!" X2

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Neither Ta now Mile knows what kind of planning is going on but these three are gonna make them up together.


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A/N: sorry for short chapter.

I wish everyone get a bunch of friends like Barcode, Fen and Luke 👀😅😜

Oof! Besties!🙆


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