Age Is Just a Number (MileTa)

8- Fantasies!

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I woke up between his arms. His eyes are closed with lips part a bit.

What a beautiful morning! My day started with seeing this beauty.

I closed my eyes immediately when he moved. I'm pretending to sleep. He carefully withdrew his hands not to wake me up then covers me with the blanket. Then caresses my head for a moment.

He went to the bathroom.

AGHHH!!! I'm smiling again. I wish to wake up next to him and see him like this every morning for the rest of my life.

I got up after some time.

Barcode and P'Mile are leaving today. I bid goodbye. My heart pounding so badly. I know what I started feeling for him. All I need to wait for the right time to express it.

I know it's gonna be difficult as he still thinks I'm a child but I won't wait for long.

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A few months passed.

Day by day I'm being more insane for him. I don't know but after that night I couldn't help but to think about him even more.

But nowadays he rarely visits me. I feel sad.

My 14th birthday is knocking at the door. I can't help but to wait eagerly for P'Mile's gift again.

I'm thinking about the fantasies in my mind. I think how it would be when I and P'Mile will get married!

I saw many romantic movies and saw the wedding ceremony. How beautiful these are!

Well I think it's a bit too early to think about this because my height still doesn't match with his. I need to grow up a bit more.

Still.. I think how we're gonna dress up, exchange rings. How our wedding would be?

I imagine to exchange rings and vows and then...

And then we kissed!

Not the one we shared accidentally but it'll be more passionate like lovers do. He will hold me closer by the waist and deepen our lips together.

And then...

I can't help but to think about our first wedding night.

Well don't have that much experience but as far as I know couples have sexual relationships.

I wonder how he'll hold me between his arms and will say he loves me. I'll pull him more closer.

While thinking that P'Mile's naked body image came across my mind which I witnessed a few months ago.

Damn!!

Oii... My cheeks are burning!

Indeed he's the most handsome man I've ever witnessed. My heart starts pounding rapidly.

Ta... Calm down.. it's not the time to think about this dirty things! You have to focus on your study because you have to be capable enough for P'Mile.

I think I shouldn't spend much time with my cousin because he's deliberating my mind to these kinda things.

Ta focus! Just focus on your present.

I'm laying on my bed.

But my damn mind can't stop thinking about him!

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I closed my eyes but then felt something crawling over the bed. I wanted to get up but P'Mile grabbed me and covered my mouth.

It took me some time to realize the situation. He smirks.

"P... P'.. P'Mile..."

"Still thinking about me?"

"Huh?!... Yeah... I mean no.. I mean..."

Suddenly he pressed his lips against me!

I can't respond. What is happening?!

"I know what you mean.."

"P'Mile... I.."

"What?"

"Nothing... Can you stop staring and.. continue.."

He pressed his lips against mine again. I can feel my heart is pounding like drums.

He took my breath away.

"Don't worry I won't let you leave this bed after our wedding... not for a single moment.."

"Huh?!"

I looked at him. He's shirtless. His body is visible very perfectly. He landed closer again. His hand's traveling under my shirt.

I'm getting nervous. What's happening?!

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I suddenly jumped off my bed.

Damn!!

I looked around. But there's no one.

I just saw a fuckin' dream!

My fantasies are going to kill me with heart attack before I can reach my wedding with P'Mile let alone our first married night.

I'm sweating as my skin is on fire.

I drink some water.

I wonder what he'll feel about me... What if he doesn't like me?

No no no ... This can't happen..

I love him and he belongs to me...

But why I'm feeling something is off.

But no matter what I'm not gonna give up and not gonna let that headache, Lin, get closer to P'Mile.

For now I should go to sleep for real. Tomorrow I have to meet P'Mile. I'm just desperate to meet him.

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A/N: long time no see!! Here!! A surprise chapter for you guys as well!! Your author wrote it at 2:08 AM. 🤧 (It's not a joke but true)
Well I know I'm already gone crazy because of my exams🥲

The next update will come when I get back to writing after my exams.

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