Surprises ➣ Book Two of FFMBBF

ten ; e & e

•another short update since haven't updated in forever•

Cassandra V. //

Two weeks.

Two weeks since I've been out of the hospital. Two weeks since the incident. Two weeks since the investigation has started.

And all I wanted, was to be left alone.

I sit in the backyard with my head hung low, my stained cheeks of tears, my heart in pieces.

Austin has checked up on me here and there, making sure I ate but...I wasn't up for eating, or doing anything really.

All I wanted was my babies. My two babies. And I couldn't even get that.

I stare at the sky and wonder, why. Why me? Why, why do I have to go through this? All my life I've been denied everything, and this just definitely tops it all off.

I can't focus straight anymore, I turn to look down and my vision becomes hazy then back to normal. See, I've been having migraines every single day since I came home, which is kinda bad. But it's most likely because of me Crying all day. And honestly, I have no shame in it. I scream, yell, cry heavily, and just go berzerk day by day, wishing I had my children.

But see, they were taken from me .

I close my eyes and begin to drift off, the darkness of my eyelids overpowering, I drifting off to sleep.

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“hi, I'm Emily." I hear a little girl say, I turning around to meet eyes with this beautiful girl, around the age of 4 or 5. “And I'm Elissa!" Another girl cheerfully says, I looking down at her as well.

I then take in my surroundings and find myself in yet another hospital, I not knowing why but- I guess I was in it.

“I like your doll." Elissa, I believe, says, I seeing a babydoll next to me, laying down. “Elissa that's your doll!" Emily shrieks, I feeling a smile play on my face.

“Do you have a mom?" Emily asks, Elissa looking up anxiously, waiting for my answer.

“Yes, yes I do. I've never seen her before though." Emilys face lights up, her looking over at Elissa who smiles. “We've never met out parents before. So we're kinda like you!" Emily says cheerfully, smiling. “that's so cool! Hey you kinda have hair like us too!"

Before I could respond, a familiar face comes into view, Elissa & Emily looking up at him.

“This is our papa. He takes care of us." The man smiles at the girls before picking them both up, Elissa whispering something in his ear, him nodding then setting her down, her making  her way over to me.

“You can have my doll. It helps me sleep at night, but I think you should have it." She chuckles, wrapping her arms around me, an overwhelming feeling coming over me.

I then feel another pair of arms come around me, this beautiful feeling settling in me, my cheeks becoming damp with the tears that were carelessly falling down.

“C'mon girls. Mema is waiting for us." He smiles the girls waving bye to me.

“It was great seeing you again Casandra." “Hey papa, that sounds like our Mommies name!"

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I wake up and begin to breathe heavily, Austin in front of me, holding an ice pack on my head. “You were burning up, some of the ice cubes melted!" He chuckles, trying to lighten up the mood.

I was so shocked of what my dream was, none of the words would come out.

“Baby are you okay?" I then look at him, and for the first time in a long time, two weeks long time, I smile.

“I- me-" but before  I knew it, I began to cry again, but this time, they were happy tears. Austin held me tight against him, rubbing my back comforting.

Its as if all this sadness...escaped me. I felt, free. I felt, amazing.

“Austin," I stop, his face lighting up, smiling. “Yes Baby?" He says as he looks down at me, I smiling back up.

I chuckle, wiping away a few tears that were left, speaking finally.

“Austin, what we're you planning on naming our kids?" “Well if it was boys, it'd be Edward & Evan. And if it was girls, Elissa and Emily. Why baby?"

And just like that, I knew it. I knew God sent it.

God, let me meet my girls. My babies. My two baby girls.

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AN //

Hey guys so as of now im having a writer's block so I'll try to update if I get an idea okay okay ily.

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