You making it a big deal , it's not.
Charlie is our baby, you saying you don't want your baby showcased but she's mine to and I don't see nothing wrong with the picture , he yelled at me as I'm getting upset because he's acting like it's no big deal.Your auntie who don't like me shouldn't be posting our baby, but okay Chad, I said as I walked from him.
You right she should have asked permission but it's no biggie, he says coming behind me.
Okay, I replied back not trying to fuss anymore with him.I didn't like fighting or fussing , I don't want to feel like he might do something to me , so I hush once the conversation gets to heated.
Walking downstairs , we had already fought about my mama being here now this . I'll just stay to myself .
3 pm
We not gonna talk today? He asked me as I'm sitting by the pool reading .
Umm I don't know, I just don't want to fight with you for having my own thoughts on things, I lowly say as he's sitting next to me.
That's not healthy, like you just stop communicating, how are we supposed to fix the issue if that's how you communicate? He asked.We fixed it you said it's no big deal and I just shut up about it, I replied looking at him.
But you aren't okay with it, so it's not fix.
I have to be, I don't have the energy to fuss about it, it's nothing wrong with my momma being here, it's nothing wrong with your auntie posting Charlie, I tell him as he's starring me in the eyes.Tala please don't do that, you know I don't like the silent game, he said looking like he was aggravated with me.
Chad I'm not playing no games, I'm letting you have it, it's okay that I'm not happy, I say.So you're not happy is okay?he asked .
I mean what else do you want from me? I asked.Momma here , she ain't going nowhere, you made that clear and Charlie is everywhere now, I said showing him the posts on ig of her and him that someone done reshared.
Damn he says as he looked from the phone to me.
I'm sorry, he says as I just nodded .It is what it is, I say . I seen someone posted her saying this is a golden child, I only wondered what that meant . Then ESPN posted her saying how pretty she was. I was okay with the nice comments and posted but all the negativity was there to and it hurt seeing someone calling her ugly or people saying she was mixed because of her skin tone, that's why I never post my kids , I didn't want the negativity.
Walking in the house, he stay outside . I had nothing else to say , like you cannot understand me and I am not trying to understand you .
I would like for this marriage to last but how he think and how I think , is not the same . Maybe we got married too soon.
