I didn't have no issue with Chad being in his kids life, I left and I wasn't finna go looking for him and if he wanted to see his kids , he would of came and see about them, it wasn't my job to be nice to him.
We just agreed to be parents and that's all we had to say to each other.
I was surprised he popped up , I thought it would've been in court or something , nope he popped up and I let him take his kids, listen I'm trying to build a brand, I'm not fighting them over their kids.
He agreed to bringing them back in two weeks and I was okay with it. Never been bitter about a baby daddy.
Come on momma , you have an appointment , I cooed to my ole girl.
Yea , I felt victim to her and now I was her caregiver, she moved to Georgia with me last year and I've been getting her together, she wasn't smoking or doing anything with drugs or alcohol but she had high blood pressure, really bad so I had to stay on her ass.
She talked to me about why she made poor decisions and her childhood and I had to take it all in .
But we was cool , she's crazy ass hell and have me in tears .
4:30
Eating a sandwich and some chips as I waited on Tink ( momma nickname ) to finish getting her hair braided.
After her doctors appointment ,I took her to get her hair done . She's the reason my hair was the mess it was , it's down her back and all she ever did was braid it up and put a wig on .
Looking at her , I seen why the men loved her, she's very pretty . We talked about both of my sisters and she had her reasons for giving them away and I got it but I felt like momma could have did better .
I asked her why did she give me away & she told me she was so fucked up on drugs , for so long that she didn't have a care in the world .
She said when my daddy was home and they made me , he made her a better person and he would not never let her do no drugs or alcohol .
She said not even a week after he was sentenced she was back on drugs and was doing anything and everything she could to get the drugs.
Like how you went 3 years cold turkey? How was he able to keep you clean? She told me she loved him , she respected him and whatever he wanted or said she did and one thing he told her was he loved his baby and she better do right by me .
She said once they sentenced him it took her whole life.
She was shock she didn't have any STDs or HIV. She said she slept with over 500 men.
"Damn momma"
I asked her did Life ever fuck on her and she said hell no, she said he used to try to make her get clean for me , even after she let him take me , he would come talk to her and show her pictures of how good I was doing.
That made me feel better about him
But he was still an asshole.
Walking out the salon with my momma, I was proud of me, yes I fucked up a lot , I have two baby daddies , two ex husbands and I'm single as fuck.
I circles around with both of them, I was wrong but they're the only two I knew.
I am happy that Chad is back in the kids life, they need that and I'm happy Life is in his kids life they needed that also.
I don't want either one of them, I'm just trying to live my best LIFE .
My nail business is popping, I'm happy with my life and I am loving the woman I'm becoming .
The end 😛
