So we on break? She asked me as I sat outside by the ocean in the back of the house . Minding my fucking business.
Looking up to her she's in some sweat pants and a sports bra and some Nikes.
I just mentioned that shit earlier and left it like that , I wasn't finna leave her, how could I ?
You're not gonna answer me? I'm leaving , my shit is packed but I ain't coming back this time, don't come trying to fuck with me either, she says as I looked at her crazy .
What you talking about? What you saying? I say standing up.
You asking me what if you didn't want me? You don't have to want me, I don't give a fuck, the only reason I'm here is because you wanted me and I wanted to see what it was but you're not finna threaten me, she smartly says .
Man I'm soooo sick of your attitude, I say feeling so overwhelmed, I swear I'm gonna kill this fucking girl.
4 am
Calling the police on myself, I went too far .
She talked so much shit when I wasn't saying shit to her. Why come outside and fuck with me? I already let you try me over and over , I let you treat me wrong when you didn't even have the whole truth.
She played with me , she made me stupid, she made me act how I acted tonight and now she's fucked up and I'm going to jail .
My kids life is damaged , her kids life is damaged because she wouldn't stop fucking with my mental .
2 months later
Being released two days after the assault on Tala. I had a paid lawyer , my life was over because the media had pictures and home video of the fight between us.
Shit looked horrible , I did take it to far , I haven't seen her but I wish I could , I didn't know where she was , I just know she was out of California.
Life called me and we got a little heated because he said his kids witness me beating their momma , he said the oldest keep asking why did I make her mommy's face bleed like that.
I didn't mean to , like she really pushed me to the point of having to put my hands on her and I walked away from her three times , like three fucking times I walked away from her and she continued to walk behind me telling me she was leaving and she could fuck anyone she wanted .
She even threw shit at me and that's what made me pop off .
I heard from my lawyer that she had a broken arm from when I pushed her off of me and I left a cut under her eye, from popping her in the face with the back of my hand when she attacked me from the back.
Yeah she was fighting me, shit she hit me and threw shit at me a whole bunch of times before I popped her but I'm a man I shouldn't have never touched her.
A lot of people on the media said that but shit I'm still a man I shouldn't have touched Tala.
