Please come here, Chad begged as I walked outside .
What do you need? I asked.
You to stop doing me like this, I'm sorry I cut ties again. I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable, he says .
I left the city because I didn't like the harassment and I didn't like people coming at me wrong. He should have stood up for me and he didn't so he's single now and wouldn't stop calling me .
So I let him pull up on us and he's begging.
I don't need him to beg, I needed him to close that door and respect me as someone he says he loved.
Grabbing me, he's looking me in the face as I'm asking him not to touch me.
So I cannot touch you? He asked pulling me to him.
No like you do not respect me I say as he's now hugging me. He felt so good but I was sick of men doing me any type of a way .
Letting him hug me he begged and apologized over and over but I wasn't letting up.
Letting him see the kids , we are in Gainesville vacationing .
The only reason he knew we were here was because I told him, Life was threatening to tell him where I was anyways so why not tell him myself.
Sitting by the water , I left him in the house with the kids as I enjoyed the sun, he wasn't gonna fuck up my vacation, I didn't care what he had going on.
Besides him fucking with me , my mom was trying to communicate with me.
I mean I get she's clean and I get she's getting treatment but what else did she want?
His auntie made a comment about me being a crack whore like my momma, I really couldn't tell you why this lady hated me , she just did and I think it's really because they wanted to use him up.
Before he got with me he was paying all their bills and he was taking her on trips. I think he felt like he had to because they took him in.
I mean I get you have to help your family but what's the limit? It's definitely a limit .
Can I sit next to you? Chad says standing over me.
I guess, I nonchalantly says.
Tala please don't do me like this, I really am sorry and all I want is you to be happy with me.
I'm sorry for making you feel how you feel, I just got a soft spot for my auntie and I know I shouldn't pick anyone before you, he says as I just looked at my nails.
Not really feeling him, I stood up, removing the little shorts I had on , I completely toned him out.
Getting into the pool it's starting to sprinkle, I could feel him watching me.
It's raining softly and it felt so good hitting my skin as I swim in the warm water.
He's just sitting and watching me , like I have nothing to say, you keep saying the same thing and I'm keep myself away from you , I didn't care what he had, I wanted my respect.
