What are we doing? Chad asked me I'm laying across the bed at the house he had here in our home city.
We came home a few days ago, he went to see his family and I stayed home . My oldest three are here but they're with Life. He was in the city to so he had all his kids and I was okay with that.
I went shopping , went to lunch and dinner with Chyna and Kesha yesterday , just been enjoying myself.
He left this morning to go to some brunch his family had and he's just getting back in but it's after 6 and I'm so upset but whatever right☹️
Can I take you out? He asked.
No I'm not in the mood to go out tonight, I say as he's looking at me.
Why ? What did I do? He asked as I see him removing his shirt.
You did nothing , Chad, I just don't want to go out, I say sitting up now because I just felt like it's gonna be a fight , we haven't been fighting but every time we come to Louisiana he becomes a different person and I didn't get it.
We can order in, I say trying to not even get him upset.
Yeah I seen the signs everyone else see.
I seen him killing me actually just because how I tell him no I didn't want to do something and how he flips.
Getting up I fixed the little short I had on as he sat on the side of the bed.
Can we order seafood? I asked looking back at him as he looked at me in a lustful way.
Why you don't want to be seen with me? When we back in California, you don't care about going out, he says as I just look at him.
Not replying I just looked at him.
Huh why , why you cannot get pretty and step out with me ?? he says now standing up.
Chad do you think I want the fucking drama that comes with Louisiana and you ? Huh? Every-time we come home it's an issue, look how you're talking to me , look how you're getting rude with me.
It's like when we come here, you're not you, you try to fight with me for nothing , I say as he looks like he was already angry.
I'm sorry, he says as I started to cry, wrapping his arms around me , he's hugging me so tight.
I didn't get it, look how much he loves me and try not to hurt me at home but when we hear it's like a different person comes out and it's so scary .
Letting him take me to this Cajun restaurant here, we ordered oysters and shrimp and I ordered a few margaritas.
So you're gonna let me have my wife back? He asked as I ate from off his plate .
Are you ready for that? I asked him as he looked at me.
Do you think I'm ready? He asked back not sounding to mean but sounding like he was a little overwhelmed.
I think when we in California you are, but when we get down here , you're so different, I reply.
Just looking at me he didn't really have a reaction on his face.
Like seriously, we are here and he's whole attitude changed.
That shit is soooooo weird .
