You're using me for sex? I asked Tala as I looked at her .
How am I using you for sex? We both are getting off on each other, she smartly says as I am holding our son.
She's been fucked four time since the last fight and she thinks it's okay just to fuck me and didn't talk to me for a few days or whatever.
I was kissing ass, eating pussy and all , like I'm doing shit I did to my wife . Playing mind games with a nigga who love you is dangerous I say as she just looked at me.
I'm not playing mind games, I'm just trying not to go fuck people I don't know but if that's what you want me to do I will, I don't have time for the craziness, she says putting Charlie down.
I wish you would try me, I am not saying I don't want you to give me the sex, I'm in love with you and I always just wanted you, why I cannot be your man? I say as she's looking at me.
When you had me you fucked that up, not me. Stop making it seem like you don't know why we aren't together, just admit that you fucked up, she says making me look at her with low eyes.
Walking off, I'm at her house to get my kids and just needed to vent .
Walking behind her I think she wanted crazy so I'll be crazy in order to have her. I know I fucked up and I'm willing to do whatever to have her.
3 am
Fuck I moaned as Tala is riding me from the back.
See shit like this is the reason I cannot stop thinking about her.
I've been here since 5 pm fucking with her. We fussed and I said a few mean things to her, she came back with 100 mean things.
She let me stay for dinner and I help but all the kids to bed.
She's been teasing me and telling me I need to get a bitch , so I left and came back at 1 because I felt like I needed to let her know how I felt a little more.
When I got here she was up holding our son .
I took him from her and laid down in his room on the floor and did what I do best , be a great father and rocked my boy to sleep . I'm a great father and she cannot take that from me, I had a great touch and all three of my kids are attached to me, definitely when it's bedtime, I'm the king of putting them to bed.
I fall asleep with my son, wakes up around 245, went looking for her and she's sleep in her bed nude.
So I took advantage of the situation and ate her , now she's riding the dick and I am so in love .
Life
Man bitch I'll kill you about my respect, I yelled at this stupid hoe name Nicole , who I was fucking.
She's telling me that she's pregnant with my baby but she doesn't want it.
Hoe you like 5 months, you gonna have my baby, I tell her .
You don't even want me, look how you do me, I haven't seen you none this week and now you're here trying to make me want a child that you don't even care about.
Man I told you I was busy all this week and I'm here now, I yell as she just walked around my car .
Get in let's go , I say, I'm aggravated, I just neeed her to get in this car so I can take her home with me and chill her stupid ass out.
I didn't have my kids, they're all with their mommas this weekend.
I know I didn't need anymore but fuck it, I like to fuck and some times shit happens
5:16
Pulling up to my house, I moved a little east so the whole vibe is off, still country as fuck but a little more city. Little more life , shit a lot more hoes and that's the problem, when I was at my old house bitches couldn't find me because I was in the woods, now I'm in the city, I have to be careful who I fuck because they will track your ass down.
I didn't take women seriously, the bitch I knew I wanted left me and I just went crazy.
I told Tala the other day that I wish I would have been good to her, I would have did shit so much different.
She never needed for shit but I was bad, I fought her and I cheated a lot . I wish I would have did none of that, she was the one for me and I couldn't see it until it was to late.
Now I'm just fucking for a nut, got 8 kids and making more, Lawd I was tripping hard .
