Being told she was gonna kill me, I was over Tala controlling , immature ass. So yeah I took Charlie and she's been fighting me to get her back but bitch I have the money to play court games with your insecure ass.
She was threatening me everyday, told me she's was gonna kill me and all so I had all that on her for court.
Watching her pull up to my house, I let her see Charlie but I had it court order that she could only get her for 48 hours and she hated it.
Watching her get out the car, she looked so much thicker now and I couldn't figure out why I was still loving her stupid ass .
Life called me and we talked and he said he understood and he wasn't fucking with her right now either , so she had to upset baby daddies .
Damn this girl so fine , I thought as I'm standing shirtless to the door with Charlie in my right arm .
She loved her momma but her momma was stupid.
You think it's cute, let's see who be laughing in 6 months, she says confusing me.
Come on Charlie she says as I see the tears exit her eyes.
You need to have her home by 8 tomorrow I nonchalantly say looking over body.
She had on some skinny jeans and this polo shirt and some Nikes, but her body looked so much thicker . I would have thought she would be getting skinner from all the stress I'm putting her through.
Smirking , I just looked at her as she grabs Charlie's bag.
After she left I just relax and ate .
I wasn't dating , didn't want to date, I loved her stupid ass and I was still married .
I did watch porn and beat this dick a lot but I wasn't fucking off.
In fact I was seeing a therapist and trying to get my mind right.
Yeah I felt bad for taking Charlie and doing all this, I regret it everyday but I feel like if I let up she will leave and take my baby for good so I'm being hard as I could be and she hated it.
I got why she was upset, it came out that Ebony told her I let her lay on me, I didn't , the bitch was at the hospital and I did hug her when I greeted everyone else but that's it .
Tala
Vomiting all over the kitchen floor of my apartment, this nigga had me fucked up.
It's been 3 months since he took Charlie and the first week back home he already had a court order and a lot of shit against me because I threat him and chased him with a knife the same day . So the judge order him custody of Charlie and I get her only 48 hours and I'm so sad. On top of all that I was pregnant with his child and I am very sick but I will not tell him because it was to much going on.
Cleaning my self up, it's Sunday and Charlie and I are going to church.
I'm not really showing but I feel my body getting bigger .
Brushing my baby's hair , she loved her daddy and I'm happy she did but she loved me to and I felt like he was confusing her by taking her away from me.
3:45
Eating lunch with Charlie, we went church , she was able to see him and he was being nonchalant with me , he wouldn't even look at me.
After church we went for pedicures and now we are at lunch. I planned on taking her to the park then get ice cream then dinner before she has to go home with him.
Like 48 hours? That's it? I'm so hurt ,then Life being a bitch with my kids and I feel like he's brainwashing them. My oldest daughter didn't even FaceTime me anymore and I don't understand why because we are so close . I have to call them to talk to them and he had them always into something .
He sent me a video of them at their swimming lessons and I cried , like that's what I needed to be doing but he took that from me early this year.
We had a court session coming up soon and he was upset because he say I'm trying him with the courts but nigga you just popped up and took my kids and not doing the agreement right so yes I'm fighting for my rights . I feel Chad talked to Life and he told him to take my baby to have a leverage over me .
Life
Monday
Standing in front of Tala I was in town with my kids.
Yeah I took them 3 months earlier and no I wasn't trying to be nasty, I got my other kids so I want my three by her . She took it as I was trying to be nasty and I wasn't so she went to the courts and it's pissing me off.
I brought my kids here this week because her birthday is tomorrow and they wanted to see her and I promise them they could.
Why you play me so bad? She asked .
Man I'm not playing you, I said looking at her stand in front of her front door.
My kids are back at the room with my brother and sister . Kesha here and all, we actually trying to surprise her but I told her I was finna come beat her ass and she cursed me out so I popped up and she's looking stupid but so fine at the same time.
You pregnant , I know your body , I say looking at her .
Not saying anything she just looked at me.
Dude know you pregnant? I asked her.
Nope and I dont need him to know, she smartly says .
Damn , you good? I'm sorry for making you cry, I say hugging her.
I was like damn , I know why she's been a bitch now.
Man be ready I'm take you to dinner , I say as she hugged me and cried.
We had nothing sexually but this will always be my baby and I needed to help her fix her situation with dude.
I know she feel down, she ain't got none of her kids right now. I ain't gonna make it hurt for her , she don't deserve that.
Chad
Damn is all I could say as Life tells me she's pregnant . Like I said I knew her body was getting thick but never thought she was pregnant with my baby.
I had to stop being mean to her , I didn't want her to miscarriage or hurt my unborn in any type of way.
Agreeing to meet him at the dinner he was having her , I was gonna kiss ass. Like damn I'm fucking up bad.
Ordering Roses and daisies, I needed to go hard as fuck. How the fuck did I miss that ? Damn I know I'm stressing her out . I'm willing to drop all this for my unborn. Like damn Chad ☹️
