💙Waiting for us 💙 ~seungbin ~

🩵💙Love?💙🩵

Love

What is it really? That's a question I ask myself a lot. I used to think love was something you only experienced when you met the right person but the person I loved the most was someone I could  never have because he's someone so dear to me losing him would be like losing myself and I couldn't do that not to us at least that's what I thought. 

"I'm Kim Seungmin I'm a junior in high school I'm currently 15 my birthday is in a month my Bestfriend in the whole wide world and universe is  Seo changbin he is currently a senior he's also 17 he's 2 years older than me which doesn't make sense to me sometimes because I feel like I'm way more mature than him ( don't tell him I said that)."

"anyways me and Binnie hyung have been friends practically are whole lives are moms are besties so we practically grew up together but that's my problem we grew up together he's like a brother to me at least that's what I thought he was to me"seungmin sighs and scratch's the back of his head.

"I've liked changbin for over 7 years now maybe long if I knew my sexuality but my problem is he will never like me and that's my problem if I continue liking my best friend I will ruin things between us plus I'm nothing more then an annoying little brother anyways." 

Seungmin gets up from his bed and gets ready for the day it was currently 7:39AM school starts at 8:50.

Seungmin throws on a gray oversized hoodie that belongs to changbin and some jeans that complement his body shape and black converse seungmin fixed his hair before heading out seungmin has brown hair with blue highlights in the front that him and changbin had dyed when seungmin was having a anxiety attack seungmin grew up with anxiety and changbin was always first to help him but over time he started dying his hair to help him get threw it which Always resulted in changbin and seungmin with matching hair. 

When seungmin arrived at school it was 7:53 Am so he had time to meet up with his friends. Skz the little grew they put together it contains 8 members bangchan he was like the leader of the grew because he put the group together Lee know , changbin , hyunjin, Han ,Felix ,Seungmin and jeongin.

it was there little group it was put together when they all met they were pretty much friends for over 9 years now Whitch was basically the best thing to ever happen to seungmin because he had the 00 line to talk about his problems to if he couldn't talk to changbin.