🎼❤️‍🩹Broken record of love❤️‍🩹🎼

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~~Changbin pov ~~


I wake up and start to get ready for the day. It is currently 7:20 a.m. I finish my skin care and put a little bit of eyeliner on, then head to my closet and put on some baggy but well-fit black jeans and a white shirt and a black windbreaker with a hood. I head to the bathroom again to fix my hair. My hair is a little curly; it's black for the most part, but it has blue highlights going all around from when I helped Seungmin during his last panic attack. Blue is one of our favorite colors, so it just made sense we dyed it that color. I slip my black and white Nikes on and grab my bag and leave my house.

 I slip my black and white Nikes on and grab my bag and leave my house

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As I walk, I continue to think about Seungmin. Before I head to school, I stop at a small store and grab him a strawberry milk and his favorite chocolate. After I paid, I left on my way to school. As I walk, I can't seem to stop thinking about how cute Seungmin is. From his eyes to his smile, just thinking about him makes my heart pound.

But that's my problem. I can't stop thinking about the younger. He's my best friend, my little brother, but I can't seem to stop falling in love with him. But I can't tell him. I won't tell him, or it will be the end of a friendship, and I can't lose him. But my heart calls out to him like a broken record over and over again, longing for a kiss from him, and I can't seem to make it stop.



I make it to school, and the first person I see is him—his beautiful smile and joyful eyes. He waves me over and gives me a big hug. "Binnie hyung, good morning, I missed you," he says in his cute puppy voice as I hug him back. "I saw you yesterday, Minnie," I say as I laugh a little at his cuteness.

"I know, but it seems like forever ago to me. Your hair looks so nice today, btw," he says as he plays with a strand of my hair. "Thanks. Oh, yea, I got you this." I got a little shy from his compliment, but I had remembered his present and handed him it. His face lights up even more than before as he starts jumping up and down. "Thank you so much, hyung! I love you so much!" he screams in an even cuter way, leaving me defenseless.

He puts them in his bag when we hear someone clear their throat, drawing our attention. "Earth to lovebirds, can you go get a room? It's too early for your flirting," says Felix as he hugs Hyunjin, his boyfriend, and smiles at us.

"Eww, gross, we are not flirting. He's 15, let me remind you, and we are just talking, gosh." My heart hurts a little seeing Seungmin pout, but why is he pouting? It's true—he's young, and we were only talking, right? "Yea, I don't really hear you denying that you were flirting. Also, he's like a month away from 16," he winks. I see Seungmin turn away, blushing. I smirk and start teasing him a little. "Minnie, you're almost of age; we should go out." I wink as his cheeks turn a dark red and start laughing as if I was joking—and I was, but deep, deep down I was serious. "Aww, Minnie, I'm just messing with you," I say as I hug him. "Friends?" My heart hurts saying that.

"Best friends," he says, which hurt a lot.



( fixed chapter) 


~~ writing a book is harder then I thought considering I can't flirt to save my life so writing this is going to be hard 😭😭😭~~

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