~ Our Heartless Fate

Dream Or Darkness

Kyle's Pov : 

I felt like a total piece of shit as soon as those words left my mouth and Maryn's concerned expression turned into a hurting one. I stopped myself soo many times from going to her room, knocking on her door until she opens it and kissing her so hard that her each moan will be the answer of my apology. After contemplating all my thoughts for a while, my mind lost it's capacity to think more and sleep took me under it's comforting yet horrifying shadow. 

In The Dream:

I was in a middle of the fight on a city road at night. Gunshots were flying around and I was leading my team to kill the people whose faces were covered with a black mask. I was checking the strength of my enemies when I saw my mom hiding in a spot across the road which was unsafe. Panic, confusion, hurt and fear rushed through my body as I ran towards her while my team gave me a cover.

I hugged my mom tightly and opened my mouth to reassure her that I won't let anyone even touch her. But after so many years, it wasn't the only thing I wanted to say. I wanted to tell her how much I missed her, how much happy I am to see her, how lost I feel without her, how afraid I am, how much I love her and cry in her arms. She gently said in her sweet honey-like voice, "I know Kyle... I know you are missing me sweetie. And I know you feel lost without me. But I love you baby. I know you are strong." 

Suddenly she turned me around while hugging me, faced her body towards the road and I heard a gunshot. My heart broke into million pieces, rage travelled to my mind and I screamed and cried as blood rushed out of my mom's stomach. Her body slumped down and I caught her in my arms. I turned her face towards me, to keep her awake and tell her that she'll be okay, only to see it was not my mom but Maryn lying in my arms. Blood was rushing out of her stomach and she said while her eyes were slowly losing their life from them, "I will always love you Ky-" 

I woke up with a loud scream and tears spilling out of my eyes. I was panting and my whole body was covered with sweat. It took me few minutes to distinguish between the dream and the reality. I can't let that happen to Maryn in real life. I love her soo muchh that I would do anything for her, even if it involves cutting myself off from her life and breaking my heart in the process. I can't hold on to her and then break her heart as even the thought of it makes me wanna kill myself. The pain was so unbearable that I clenched my heart and told it to kill itself before things became intense. I just wanna shut my feelings and emotions. Maryn is not safe with me and even if a single part of that dream happens in real life in front of me or because of me, I will burn the whole goddamn world and torture every soul that even dared touch her. 

When I came in a normal condition, I checked my phone for any messages. There was one from my Dad and another from our group chat (Sextet). I opened it in confusion, it read-

Group chat Name : Our Sextet

Maryn : Hey guys, so sorry for leaving like that. I am okay and everything is okay. Just that mom called me and asked me to come home as she needed to urgently take care of a situation at her office.                                                   

I checked the time at which it was sent. It was 3 fucking 45 a.m. How dare she leave this late at night. Something, anything bad could've happened to her. I cooled myself and realized what I did to her yesterday. I sighed and opened my dad's message:

Dad: Dinner at Blaise's tonight. 9 pm. Russell is back. 

Russell is Maryn's older brother.

Great!!! Now Russell is back from his college and if I don't go for dinner tonight, Russell will tear me to shreds. By the way, if by any chance, he came to know that I kissed her sister, called it a mistake afterwards and made her cry, even then he'll tear me to shreds but this time he'll torture me first. I think the first option is a little less painful way to die. 

But how will I face Maryn tonight? I hurt her and shut the door on her face. I really wanna ignore her to kill my feelings because of my dream but If I go and do ignore her, everyone will sense the awkward aura around us. They'll ask us questions which we won't be able to answer. If I don't go, Russell will hunt me down, drag me to his house, and hit me the entire way. But I was willing to take that risk so I messaged my dad regarding my decision of not going there due to some work at the base. 

He saw my message and instantly called me to say, "I have checked your schedule for the day and I find no such issue at the base that needs your urgent attention. You are coming with me tonight" and with that he cut the call without even listening a word from me. FUCKK!!! Life do have different ways of torturing me. 

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Hey Guyss, 

Sorry for posting late but DID YOU LIKE THE CHAPTER? Do comment.