Playing with fire- reader x Robbie Roscoe {hollyoaks fanfic}

Chapter 15

I gasp as soon as I see who is on the stretcher it was Mercedes, I tried to rush over to her but Freddie put his hand in front of me, "move your hand out of the way" I look at him in distress, "Lola she's in safe hands, the doctor will tell you when she is stable" he said trying to calm me down, "but what happens if she doesn't wake up, what happens if she doesn't make it" tears start running down my cheek and Freddie holds me as I sob onto his chest, "its ok Lola, everything will be ok" he said.
"I can't loose anyone else, I just can't Freddie" I sobbed uncontrollably. "Me, Robbie and the rest of the Roscoes will be here for you no matter what Lola and I'm sure your family will too." He spoke softly. "I need to call John Paul and Carmel" I said as I tried to calm down and wipe my eyes, "it's alright I'll do that you just let it all out, I'll call Robbie to come over from six form early" he said as he got out his phone and called John Paul and Carmel. As he spoke to them I was sat in my thoughts trying to process all everything that has happened recently as I have hardly had any time to process it all.

10 minutes later Carmel and John Paul rush into the hospital with concern all over their faces both were as panicked as us, "do you know what has happened to her?" Carmel asked, I shook my head and put my head down I felt useless in the situation, I feel like I am to blame for all this happening to the family as ever since the incident between Browning and I everything in my life has gotten out of control, a few minutes after they arrived the doctor came out of Mercedes hospital room and walked over to us, "she is very lucky, she has had a lot of pressure to the neck, her voicebox is very sore at the moment, she has no damage to the brain any damage caused to her body is temporary and can be treated so she will make a full recovery" the doctor told us all, in which I let out a sigh of relief, "are we allowed to go in doctor?" I ask, "yes she is fully stable you are allowed to go in" he nods, we all walk in except Freddie as he had to go back to the garage to help Joe out with some things, "hey..." Mercedes said as we walked in. "How are you feeling Mercy?" Carmel asked with clear worry on her face, "you know me... I'll get back up on my feet" she said weakly with sarcasm, "who did this to you Mercy?" I asked, but deep down I knew who did this to her. "It was Browning" she revealed, I sigh and look down "Robbie told you Mercy he's dangerous why didn't you listen?" I say in an agitated tone, "Lola calm down" John Paul said, "no John Paul I won't, you saw what he did to me and Robbie told you what he has done to me the past year, and yet you still didn't fucking listen. It's like none of you take me seriously!" I snap. "Lola stop it, it's not like that" Carmel tried to calm me down, "I am done!" I snap again and slam the hospital door.

I knock at the door, and Robbie answers "Lola you alright I was just gonna head to the hospital-" he said but I cut him off by kissing him passionately, "just stop talking I need to take my mind off things" I said, in which he gave me a little confused look but then he kissed me back. After a few seconds he pulls back "so are you gonna tell me what's happened" he says, we walk into the living room and sits next to each other, "well, I asked who put Mercedes in hospital and no shocker it was Browning who did it. Even after she knew what he did to me she still went to him and got herself hurt it's like no one takes me seriously" I blurt out from anger, "I take you seriously" he said, I laugh a little "since when did bad boy Robbie turn into such a softie" I joke. "You're an exception but don't tell my brothers I have this side to me, they'll tease the living shit of me" he laughs, "it seems like only you really actually understands me" I look at him, "I will always be here for you Lols" he smiles, "thanks Robbie it means a lot" I smile and lean closer to him, he pulls me in and kisses me softly, i wrap my arms around his neck and his arms wrap around my waist. The kissing grew more passionate, Robbie pulled away and looked into my eyes, "are you sure you want to take this to the next step" he asked, I looked into his eyes and nod "yeah I'm sure" I get up and gently grab his hand and lead him upstairs my heart is racing with pure excitement but nervous at the same time.

Robbie's POV

After the most amazing night of my life, I turn to Lola and look into her eyes as I ran my fingers through her hair, "Lola there is something I need to tell you" I said as she rests her head on my chest, "what is it?" She replies "I'm in love with you" I confess. "I love you too she replies as she gently places a quick kiss on my lips. We both doze as she cuddled up to me, I held her in my arms but little did we both know this is last time we both get this close together in a while.

The next morning

As I started to wake up I reached out for Lola but I didn't feel her next to me, I open my eyes and looked next to me and she wasn't there, I looked around feeling confused and on the pillow next to me was a letter:

Dear Robbie,

I know this is out of the blue I am sorry but I needed to get a way for a while, the last few months getting to know you have truly been the best. But for now with everything going on with me mentally and with my family has gotten way too much for me. I have decided I need to get a way for a while, so I am staying with my sister Michaela in Alicante for a few months, after everything with Browning, my mum and Mercedes I feel like this is best thing for me. I do want to say that last night was the best night of my life and I will never forget it. I will be back when I have healed mentally.

Love from Lola x

I rub my eyes, surely I'm dreaming there is no way she is gone, I try to ring her phone but it goes to voicemail, Jason then walks in the room, "you alright Rob?" He asked, "Lola has gone..." I say trying to comprehend what I have read. "Gone? Gone where?" He asked, "she wrote me a letter saying she has gone to Alicante for a while, she didn't even say a proper goodbye" I say with a little anger in my voice. "I'm sure she will be before you know it" Jason said trying to reassure me. "Let's hope so" I reply.

Authors note: hi guys I wanna first off apologise for taking so long with this chapter as I have had writers block, however I am back now so more chapters will be released soon. Also, I was a bit unsure on whether or not I should add smut to the story so comment down below if I should next time as I don't want to make the readers uncomfortable, anyways I hope you enjoyed the chapter and more will be released soon ❤️