‘I'm sorry, I can't imagine myself as Jihoo's mother and..’
Jungkook looked at you carefully as you sighed.
‘I don't want to..’
You confess to him.
'But what happened suddenly? Is it because he said tho–'
‘I can't Jungkook.. he hates me.’
He was definitely a bit surprised by your words but he still listened to you calmly.
‘I know you might not believe but.. he called me mistress. He a-also said because of me, you and Nabi are not together anymore. He directly accused me and.. I really don't know how to react. It's hurts..’
You broke down in tears as he left numb and shocked. How can his son say such horrible things? On one hand he knows you can never lie to him with such things but on the other hand his heart felt difficult to accept the reality.
‘I'm s-sorry..’
You sobbed as he shook his head wiping your tears.
‘No baby, why're you apologizing? It should be me.. I didn't knew he can say such things.. if I did, I would never take you there.’
He said holding your hands.
‘I just want to make you happy, I thought Jihoo will fulfill your wish to be a mother, your pain will be reduced by him but..’
‘I know you're intentions Jungkook, you're not wrong. You're trying your best to keep me happy. But..’ you sobbed.
‘Instead I feel uncomfortable, I feel worse, I feel insecure infront of Nabi. I know she has no fault also she tried to help me still I can't shake off my feelings.. I don't know why.. I just don't feel comfortable with them.’
He kept caressing your back to calm you down.
‘Why didn't you tell me before?’
‘I didn't want to hurt you.. afterall she's your ex wife and Jihoo is your son.’
He sighed pecking your forehead.
‘But nothing is more important than you.’
As time passed, he calmed you making you felt a bit better.
‘I'm sorry, I drank last night in your absence. I broke my promise.’
‘Not only you, but me too. I couldn't return last night.’
You sighed nodding.
‘Jihoo stopped you, didn't he?’
He nodded silently.
‘I fell asleep with him, I'm sorry.’
You smiled sadly.
‘I know.’
You said turning around back facing him. He felt hurt as he hugged you from back.
[Jk pov]
I don't know how to apologize to you, I tried my best to keep you happy but I failing.. failing to keep my words. I'm not mad at you for drinking, I can never. But I'm mad at myself for being the reason of your drinking.
I won't deny that I was selfish, I wanted to live a normal life with you and Jihoo but I didn't knew it would be so difficult. I thought he'll took us out from our miseries, but I was wrong. Again. I'm becoming selfish Yn, I don't know how but I'm getting attached to that little child everyday.
Afterall he's my child, being the father how'll I see him crying for father's love?
Nabi is my past but Jihoo has become my present and future. I know it won't be easy but one day Jihoo will accept you, he'll love you as his mother. But will you able to accept him?
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Fanfiction'Can't we be friends again?' he asked. 'I don't think we can go back to our old terms. As now you know everything, it's better if you let us live alone.' his ex wife declared coldly. 'But I want my son back.' he said. 'What if your wife doesn't a...
