[At Nabi's place : Nabi's POV]
The sunlight flickered in the room as I was sitting in a corner with a picture. It was from our high school, there's me, Jungkook and Namjoon.
No one would believe, once we're inseparable but now everything has changed. Life is all about accepting the changes and move on. But sometimes it's really hard to accept the reality.
Somewhere I'm at enough responsible to ruin my life. I never wanted to hurt anyone intentionally but I eventually I did. My first wrong action was marrying Jungkook, second was coming back to his well settled life and third was meeting Namjoon again.
Till yesterday I wasn't aware of my actions but that slap made me the reality clearly. Maybe I deserved that slap.
But I won't forget how I ruined the life of my dearest best friend and my first love. That's why I finally decided to.. leave this country.
I should've done that earlier but my selfish desires were stopping me.. not anymore. Jihoo still don't know anything what's going on nor I want to explain him. It would be better to keep him away from this mess.
I wiped my tears and kept the frame back on the small table before taking my luggages out of the room. I went to Jihoo's room to call him.
'Jihoo, baby let's go.'
'Where're we going mumma?'
'We're going to USA.'
'But why? Is dada coming with us?'
'No.'
I said coldly. I knew he'll ask about
him, I know how he'll cry for but I'm prepared for everything. I'm not stepping back from my decision even if I had to hurt my son. I believe one day he'll surely understand what I did was only for his goodness.'Where's dad? Why isn't he coming with us?'
'Because he has a family.'
'What about us? Aren't we his family.'
His every words stabbed deep in my heart but I somehow managed to control my tears.
'No, we're not his family. I've divorced your dad and now he's married and going to have his own family. We're not together anymore, that's why we're not his family.. we're outsiders in his life.'
His lips curved down as his eyes filled with tears.
'No.. you're lying.. dada said I'm his family.. he said he loves me..' I hugged him before wiping his tears.
'Baby, he can't love you.. you're no one to him. We've leave this place today.. come.'
'No! I won't! I want my dada!'
'Shut up! Enough Jihoo!'
Not able to control myself I yelled as he flinched hard. But soon I realized as I broke in tears.
'I'm sorry baby.. I didn't mean to hurt you.. baby.. please understand.. mumma is sorry love..'
I sobbed harder hugging him tight. I don't know what to say more. I failed as a wife and now.. I failed as a mother. Because of my deeds.. my son is getting hurt. I was crying when two little arms wrapped around me. It was none other than my Jihoo. He wiped my tears hugging me.
'No mumma.. please don't cry.. I'll listen to you.. please don't cry anymore.'
I was surprised by his words as I took him in arms before caressing his hairs.
'You know, Yn is going to have a little baby like you..' He listened to me carefully.
'If you stay with dada, how will he love the little one? That baby also need him. Do you want that baby to live without his father's love?'
He stared at me as I was waiting for his response. And then he wiped his tears shaking his head as no.
'No mumma.. I don't want him to feel the same pain like me. He needs dada.. I want him to have all his love.'
My eyes filled with tears hearing his mature words. I can't believe he will say that.
'I'm so s-sorry my son..'
'No mumma, don't apologize. It's not your fault. I'm sorry for causing so trouble. I won't create problems anymore.. let's leave this country.'
I smile through tears taking him in embrace.
'Let's go.' [pov ends]
[time skips]
As they reached airport, after checking, Nabi sat in the waiting zone with sleeping Jihoo in her arms. Staring at the phone she waited for a call. But she didn't received the call from that person. Sighing heavily, she switched her phone off.
She caressed her son's hairs and pecked his tear stained red cheeks. After that day Nabi and Namjoon left the hospital without seeing Jungkook. Nabi hadn't met Namjoon much.
But Nabi somehow managed to get information about Jungkook. She reached Mr Shin through phone and got to know about Jungkook's memory loss.
She felt numb after hearing the news but was relieved in the fact that he won't remember her and their son anymore. She knew, one day Jungkook have to leave them and she wanted him to leave without any guilt. The announcement of her flight was made as she stood up with her luggage.
Looking back for the last time, she walked forward when suddenly someone calls her name from behind. She looked back only to found Namjoon. Her eyes widened as he walked towards her with his luggages.
'Are you planning to abandon me at the end?' She stood to stunned to speak.
'Sorry for not receiving your calls, I was caught up with some works.'
'What're you doing here?' He smiled caressing Jihoo's hairs.
'I'm here to ask you fora chance to
be Jihoo's father.' She gasped lightly staring at him.'Can I?' Her eyes become teary as she sobbed silently when Namjoon smiled warmly hugging her.
'Let's start a new beginning.' Nabi clutched him crying in his embrace.
'You know I hate tears Nabi, now put on a smile, for Jihoo.' She nodded smiling with tears.
'Let's go..' and they left all their painful memories to start a new journey.
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