chapter twelve

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Jungkook was in his office indulged in his works when suddenly his phone rang. He picked it up and his eyes widened seeing the familiar id.

‘Joon hyung?! How're you?’

‘I'm great bro! What about you?’ Namjoon asked as he smile faintly.

‘Yeah.. not bad.’

‘What's wrong with your tone? Where's my energetic Kook?’

Jungkook chuckled shaking his 
head.

‘When did you came back?’

‘Yesterday. And first one I want to meet is you!’

‘Sure hyung. I missed you very much.’

‘I know my brother.’
Jungkook sighed. 

‘Let's meet tomorrow, at my old apartment?’  

‘Noted.’

‘Ok then. See you tomorrow.’ He nodded and hung up.

[Jk pov]

As I went back to my work, I didn't felt like doing anything. I opened my phone gallery and found out Jihoo's pics. I usually stared at those when I misses him today is just another day of those. It's been weeks I didn't saw him nor any contact.

Though I'm trying to get back to normal but I just can't. It's getting worse day by day. But I don't want to create any problems more. Both for Yn and Nabi. Even if I had to suffer. 

But is it easy for a father to be able to stay away from his son? Of course no. Though I'm doing well in my life but still I couldn't. I feel like failing. Failing to love and protect my son. 

Failing as a father. Without him my life is a mess. It's sad but no one actually trying to understand my side, from the perspective of a father.

No, I don't wanna be selfish to have a child, I never was. Neither I want to my wife to give me a child. But what's Jihoo's fault? Yes I admit my mistake for sleeping with Nabi, but my son was not a mistake. He deserves father's love.

Also on the other hand I'm a husband and my wife's happiness is my top priority. I don't wanna do something that hurts her. But is it wrong to love my son and wife together?

Aren't they are my family? Just because he's from my ex wife, why can't he get father's love? Why do I've to choose between my two loved ones? Why I've to choose between my past and present?

It's hard.

[An pov]

Taking leave, Jungkook set in his car towards his home. On the way, his car stopped at the traffic. He sighed looking away when his eyes caught a familiar figure. Someone he was dying to see once.

The little boy was standing in front of his school gate. But why is he alone? He thought staring at his son. Should he check him once? It's better to wait till her mother appears. 

But then something strange caught his attention. A group of boys around Jihoo's age was bvllying him. Though he can't hear what they're saying but he can clearly see them 

hitting him. That's it. There's no reason left to sit there silently. Getting out of the car, Jungkook marched towards them before standing hovering them.

‘What's wrong here?’

His deep voice startled them as they moved away in fear.

‘Why're you bvllying him?’

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