~Chapter 22~

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"You did put that confession right? Saying that I am narcissistic? I knew it

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"You did put that confession right?
Saying that I am narcissistic?
I knew it.
I knew you were jealous of my marks. Because I score better than you.
I know you are jealous of me. Because I have got more friends, more people. That I get people's attention,may that be of any gender. Because I talk so freely, because I am liked more by the people, because I am good at everything. Much much better than you.
May that be studies, or acting, or quizzing.
So jealous, that you pulled me up on a public platform, Shrinidhi? ", Nisha pointed out sharply.

What in the hell is this now?

" Look.. Nisha.. I didn't.
"Atleast have the audacity to accept in on my face. I am very well aware that it's you. No one other than you have a problem with me. Okay!", she argued.
" For God's sake, I got no problem with you. In fact I don't even interfere in your business. I have got nothing do to with you. I don't even understand why you thought it to be me! ", I tried making her understand, but she was not ready to understand at all.
But what pained me was, Kriti wasn't taking my side either.
Okay, I know I shouldn't be expecting things from anyone, but still.. Kriti is my friend right? She knows me, isn't it?
Was is wrong to expect that she would say atleast one word in my favour. But she was just watching the drama.

Nisha was continuing with whatever she was blabbering.
I had it enough.
There was already a lot for me to deal with.
"You know what!
Tuje Jo sochna hai woh soch.", I literally barked it on her face and walked away.
(Think whatever you want to think.)

The day had just began and I was in tears for the second time, already. God knows what's more in stores for me!
I nevertheless walked to the auditorium.

The lectures passed with me just sleeping throughout them. Yeah. I slept for both the lectures.

And then it was time for clinics.
I don't even know how to face him. It feels so difficult.
Maybe because, I am scared to see distance, disgust, unknownness in his eyes for me. I am scared that he might just distance me away.

Shri!!.

This wasn't supposed to be like this right?
Why? Why is it turning out to be so?

We had wards today. I don't know why, but the mere thought of facing him was making me go numb.
Am I overthinking?

I was hiding behind Sara all the while. Our unit took the case, and even did the examination. He was nowhere in sight.

Ab. I should be thankful naah. I, myself wanted this. Then why is my heart craving to have a sight of him. Why is this unprecedented urge to see him taking over my senses.

We were done. A JR was taking our class, making us understand about Ulcers.
As the class finally ended, the JR, Dr. Ashwin, began telling us about how our ward leaving would be.
And just then he entered. He walked to us. I saw him. I saw him stand right next to the JR.
He muttered something to the other JR and that one left. Leaving us with him.

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