Simon 'Ghost' Riley x female reader OneShots

Finally done.

                                                                           Y/ns pov:
I rolled around the bed
I finally opened my eyes
I Looked to my side
No simon...
ugh when is he gonna come home?
Im so done with this
Hes been gone for 3 weeks..
i grabbed his pillow
I held it close to me and cuddled it
His scent hit me , relaxing me a bit
I miss him
After staying like that for a while
I finally sat with his pillow still in my hands
I looked over at the clock
I decided its time to get up
I put Simons pillow back
And threw the blanket off of me
I got up from the bed and got out of our room
I walked towards the kitchen to make breakfast
I opened the fridge and looked
I don't really have the motivation to cook something nice since Simon isn't here
I just took out an egg and decided that'll be enough
I began to cook
Zoning out every few seconds
I usually do that when i wake up
The egg is now cooked
I turned off the stove
I decided to eat while its still in the pan
I don't have the energy to wash too many dishes
I took a spoon and just simply ate the egg
Not even bothering to take a seat
Or going somewhere else to eat it
I just ate it in the pan with it still on the stove
After eating the egg
I thought about just leaving the pan in the sink
But i just can't stand the look of the sink full of dirty dishes
Let me just wash it whatever
Unfortunately this is how i am when Simon isn't here i get really lazy and don't have the motivation to do anything.
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After i washed the dishes i went back upstairs
I went through my closet
I grabbed a random outfit and went to take a shower
After the shower I changed my clothes
And brushed my hair
Put a little of make up on and went downstairs
I don't know what to do now
And no, i don't have a job
Simon wouldn't let me
Should i watch a movie?
i sat on the couch and grabbed the TV remote
What should i watch?
I really love horror
i came across one
"The strangers: chapter one"
Seems interesting
Should i watch it without Simon though?
We both love horror
Whatever
im gonna watch it
I have like 50 other movies saved for us to watch
But what if this one is just really good
I miss him
When will he come back?
I let out an annoyed groan and quickly turned on the movie before i could think any more
In the middle of watching the film
I wanted a snack
I turned off the movie and went to the kitchen to get a snack
I opened the pantry
"What should i eat?" I said to myself
I grabbed some chips
"oooo" i said as i found my favorite candy in there also
I grabbed that
Then i went to the fridge for a drink
I got a glass and filled it with lemonade
"Yummy" i said
I grabbed my snacks and went back to the film
Watching and eating
Also screaming a little every now and then.
To be honest, i was enjoying the film
Totally not only cause the main characters boyfriend is kinda cute
He kinda reminds me of Simon with his looks just a little

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5 hours later..
I've watched three movies at this point
I checked the time and decided to get up and eat dinner
Since i skipped lunch i was pretty hungry
Lets make some pasta
Pasta is my comfort food and probably also my favorite
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The pasta was now done
I placed my plate on the table and went to get a drink
Again I decided on lemonade
I sat in my seat and began to eat
I wonder when Simons coming home?
How nice it would be for him to just come home right now and never ever leave again
I wanted to hug him
feel him
Feel his warmth
I'll never be able to explain the comfort and safety i feel around him
I genuinely love him
With my whole heart
Hes so sweet and gentle
And Most people think hes scary or mean
Hes exactly the opposite
He knows what to do almost all the time
Will help anyone anytime
I love him so much
And to think about all the stuff hes gone through just makes it worse
Tears ran down my cheeks
He doesn't deserve it..
He deserves the world
Theres so many messed up things hes gone through
I just wish that he can find some peace and get some good rest
Even if it's not with me
With anyone
As long as he feel safe and comforted
Just like how i feel with him
I began to sob
I grabbed a napkin to wipe my tears
But only ended up stuffing my face in it and crying even harder
I hope hes happy
He deserves it
I love him...so so much
"Y/n?" A voice said
Oh that voice...
Oh Simons voice...
I immediately looked up from the napkin
There he was..
My simon
In my home
Hes back... finally
"Simon?" I said and got up from my seat
"Are you alright?" He said
"Yes honey, im fine" I said and wiped my tears
I hugged him
He hugged me back
I just cried even more
"Y/n...whats wrong?" He said
I turned to look at him
"I just missed you.." i said
"Because you miss me?" He said
"Yeah.." i said
"Are you sure honey?" He said and stroked my hair
"Yes love.. i really miss you alot" i said
He kissed my forehead
"I missed you to , but theres no need to cry" he said and wiped my tears
"Yeah.. i just got emotional" i said
"Awww" he said and pulled me in for another hug
I hugged him back
He pecked my cheek
"I have something to tell you actually.." he said
What?
I pulled away in fear
"What is it?" I said
"Take a seat.." he said
"Why simon is everything okay?!" I said
"Yes yes love" he said
I took a seat
"Guess what?" He said
"What?! Simon!" I said
"I retired" he said
"What?!" I said
"I retired before returning home , just a few hours ago" he said
"Really Simon?" I said in a shaky voice
Im about to start crying again
He chuckled
"Yes y/n" he said
I couldn't help it
I cried
"Y/nnnnn" simon said
He chuckled
And bent down to my level
"Are you really simon?" I said
"Yes honey" he said
I cried and cried and cried
This is....finally done
"Its finally over? No more waiting for you to come back or you leaving ever again?" I said
"Well kinda since i still need to get another random job" he said
"But no more leaving for weeks or months right?" I said
"No more" he said
"Thank god this is finally done , finally over" i said
He chuckled
"Im jobless now though" he said
"I don't care" i said and hugged him
He kissed my head
I kissed his cheek
"This is the best thing you've ever told me" i said
"What about when i asked you to marry me?" He said
"Still not as good" i said
He chuckled
"Alright , i'll go shower now when i get out we can have dinner together yeah?" He said
"Yeah.. don't take too long" i said
" i won't" he said and placed one last kiss on my forehead
Finally.

Hiii! Thank you for reading hope you enjoyed!
Let me know what you guys think of this oneshot
I hope you like it
Btw guys im running out of ideas :(
I need suggestions please!!
Sorry if this one was pretty short but i hope you enjoyed
We all want for Simon to rest and live peacefully right?
Thank you guys so much for all the support i love all of you so much<3!
Anyways bye bye for now!❤️😁🌷