Simon 'Ghost' Riley x female reader OneShots

Its me..

Y/ns pov:
Ever since i woke up this morning i knew it was going to be a bad day
I woke up feeling miserable for no reason really
Simons home with me but i still woke up feeling bad
i wanted to drink some tea with Simon and only ended up accidentally spilling it all over him and burning him
The breakfast i made for Simon tasted bad and i burnt most of it
While showering i slipped and feel on my hip
It hurt so bad i started to cry
When i wanted to change
I didn't have any outfit that i liked
When i did my make up
It just didn't make up like i wanted it to
After that i had a mental breakdown
And Simon suggested that i should go shopping
He said since i don't have anything to wear and i really enjoy shopping i should go out and buy some clothes
I agreed with him and went out with my friend, lucy
Ended up making my day even worse
I tried on so many clothes
None of them looked good on me
I tried dresses, skirts, pants, suits, everything.
They were too small or
Im too big to fit in any of them
none of them looked good on my body but
My bodys the one that doesn't look good
Meanwhile lucy..
The luckiest person ever
She bought tons and tons
Everything she tried on was just..
Perfect
She was actually flawless
Like literally
Her face, her confidence, her skintone, her body
Oh her body
I'd murder for it
All those things just tie together and look so good
I've never envied someone so hard
If Simon meets her
It'd be done for me
I tried one last dress before leaving
I absolutely loved it
Like really, really loved it
I tried it on and it actually made my body look nice
But of course
The zipper
The damn zipper wouldn't go up
That was my last straw and i just started to cry silently
I changed back into my own clothes and decided to call it a day
A horrible one
I bid goodbye to lucy
And walked back home
I wasn't afraid because it was till day time
But who cares anyway
thats where i am currently
Im crying like an idiot walking back home
I just feel so disappointed and sad
I really liked that dress
I just needed one size bigger but the store didn't have it
Its just not fair
Lucy bought like several outfits
And i didn't even buy one
To be honest..
Thats kinda embarrassing to
Each time i told her that i changed my mind about the outfit i tried on
im too ashamed to tell her nothing fit me
I feel heartbroken
I know its sounds stupid to feel this way over a dress
But everything just piles up and makes it so hard
how unfair everything is
How many clothing pieces i tried on
The hours i spent in public getting stared at for god knows what reason
And everything else that happened today
Its making me lose my mind
I just want to get home
Throw myself on the bed and cry and sleep.
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Few moments later
Im finally home
I took off my shoes and went towards the bathroom to wash my face
I didn't want Simon to know i was crying over a dress...thats embarrassing.
After that i walked up stairs towards our bedroom
I opened it and saw Simon on the bed watching a movie
"Hey babe" he said
"hi honey" i said, trying my best to sound as normal as possible
"Did you buy anything? You've been gone for hours?" He said after seeing me empty handed
"No.." i said
"Phew!...thank god i didn't come with you" he said with a chuckle
I didn't say anything and just went to sit on my side of the bed
"Couldn't find anything you like love?" He asked
I sighed
"It's not that si.." i said
Simon sat up with a serious look on his face
"Then what is it?" He said
I sighed as began to feel the tears pool in my eyes
"It's me Simon..I'm the problem" i said as the tears left my eyes
Before he could say anything I continued
"Everything's so nice, it's just me i am too big for everything..I don't know whats wrong with me...why i had to be made like this..its just not fair , its not fair its just not. my arms are too big, my hips are too wide so are my shoulders...im just- i-"
I shut up with a sigh and more tears falling down my face
"Oh sweet girl..." Simon said in a low voice as pulled me into a hug
That caused another break down
He sighed
"Just because you tried on a few things doesn't mean-" he continued until i cut him off
"A few things?!!, i tried on everything at the mall nothing looked good on me!" I said
"I know honey, calm down please" he said and hugged me tighter, rocking me back and forth
I just kept crying
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