The Other Team

you know you want me

I wake up to Clarissa standing over me. "Hello maxie" She says i wasn't totally okay with her face being so close to mine. My eyes widen and I fall off the couch. "Oh my god, don't freaking do that you scared me." I stand up. Clarissa launches at me, and kisses me aggressively. I have to kiss back or she'll think i'm not interested. I pull away, "i love this.... but i need.. breakfast! Yeah, breakfast" i scurry over to the pantry to find something to make as an excuse. I pull out some coco puffs and pour myself a bowl. 

Clarissa walks over to the counter where i'm standing and wraps her hands around my waist. "oh come on you know you want me" Clarissa whispers into my ear. I chuckle akwardly and just shove a spoon full of cereal in my mouth. She started nibbling on my neck  but she stopped. She wasn't done though, unfortunately-

She lead me to the bedroom and threw me on the bed. She walked over to me, "I think we should break-up!" I blurt out. "what?" Clarissa asks she has a confused look on her face. "I think we should break-up" I repeat slower taking what i just said. "why would you want to break-up with me?" Clarissa sounded so hurt and confused i hated that. "i just.. don't feel a spark anymore i guess? It's not you it's me" i explain.

"What the hell Max! I let you in my home, let you eat my food! Then you just go breaking up with me?" She's really mad now but she pauses for a second to think. "there's someone else isn't there" She asks stepping closer to me. "No there's not I swear!" I lie. I do not want to tell her about Jane she won't take it any better that i'm cheating on her too. 

(this may be triggering for some people who have dealt with sexual violence)

"Don't fucking lie to me max! I saw you last night coming home with that girl. You're cheating on me!" She stomps her foot and locks the door. My eyes widen as steps closer to me my palms are sweaty, my knees are weak and my arms feel heavy. "why did you lock the door? What are you doing?" I ask her panicking. I back away from her on the bed. "We'll see if your little girlfriend likes this" She says and she crashes into my lips and pushes me into the bed. 

"what the hell are you doing?!" i say trying to push her off. "you know you want me" Clarissa says between kissing me. Her hands slide down my waist and go into sweatpants.

i don't like to talk about what happened after that.