Blue Lock - I'll Make Her Mine (Bachira x OC)

Chapter 6

[Switching Chigiri's scene here for a Bachira & Yuki's scene instead, Yuki will learn about chigiri's weapon & secret in the next chaper]

We headed back to our dorms & brought a plate of food with us, we forgot the drinks though. Everyone was sitting down on top of they're beds, there was only one plate & we had to share it among each other. 

"Cheers!"

Everyone started to take a piece of the steak, it was cut into slices so everyone could take one. It's been a while since we had proper food, so everyone was really enjoying this alot.

"We're having a potluck of everyone's side dish today, besides meat there's all kinds of stuffs you don't get to eat normally. So Don't fight"

Everyone started picking out foods to eat from the plates kuon brought, it was everyone's side dish so there was quite a food. For some reason i wasn't eating anything though, i don't know why.

"I still can't believe how fast you ran back there yuki, i thought it was all over when the ball went over gagamur's head"

"Same, did you know it was coming to you?"

"No, it wasn't that. I just thought that if i ran that way to score then the ball might end up in my area & then there it was"

"Amazing, but you suddenly froze up after you scored. What happened?"

I kinda froze up when gagamaru asked me that, so i guess they did notice it after all.

"Well i...-"

Bachira sat down next to me with some plates & interupted gagamaru from asking me anything else.

"She was just tired & wore herself out, i mean when you score a goal like that adrenaline rushes over you & you kinda do freeze up a little. I don't blame her i would of gotten excited too"

"Oh, i see"

Bachira handed me a plate to eat because he noticed i wasn't eating anything & gagamaru didn't question me further after bachira said that.

"But i saw it too that's why i passed it to you you did great so here's you're treat~"

He tried to feed me a piece of the meat, at first i was hesitant & didn't take his bite but bachira really wanted me to eat. I haven't eaten anything ever since the match ended, he put the plate down for a second & pulled me over to sit on his lap again pressing his body agaisnt my back. He took the plate again & then tried to feed me once more.

"You really need to eat my little monster, you can't sleep or stay on an empty stomach. So please eat, i'll be worried if you don't eat anything. Hey come on this is way better food then the one you normally eat hehe~"

I couldn't help but shuckle, he was sweet & so caring. Opposite of how he behaves with everyone else, i open my mouth & just took the food he was offering me. He smiled & shuckled in response & went back to eating his food, he made sure i ate mines though even if he had to keep feeding me the food himself.

"Yay~ she eats~"

"Anyways this mean yuki's weapon is her determination & speed then?"

"Yes, something like that. Let's just say she's a really good striker & a powerful one too~"

Bachira's always so quick to respond before i do, he barely even lets me respond at times. 

"Well i'm sure she's the only one who knows what that feels like but Team Z won thanks to you're goal, there's no denying that. So whatever it is that you're doing keep it up"

"Kunigami....."

"Team Z Will fight on!"

They all cheered & just enjoyed the food, they passed out once they got they're fill. I guess food really makes you sleepy after you eat so much of it, once night time came everyone was passed out on they're beds. Bachira wasn't here though, he must of gone to the bathroom or something, i tried to sleep but gurimo kept turning over into my side of the  bed & hogging all of it. Which honestly annoyed me.

"Ugh..... gurimo sleep on you're own bed dammit..... get off me"

I gently pushed him over because i didn't want to wake him up, but he just rolled over again.

"Yea i can't sleep like this, plus i'm still worked up after what happened with that monster thing. My mind is having way to many thoughts right now...."

I'm pretty sure we can watch the game recordings in the monitor rooms, so went over to it because i wanted to see the match again. I want to see that goal again, i entered the room & there was a big screen on the wall showing our match. I walked over to it & stood infront of it, yea the screen was showing our goal but it wasn't showing the monster that i released while i was playing. I guess bachira is the only person who can see it, no one else can, but i wonder why is it him only. Is it because he has a monster too? i'm still not very familiar with this whole 'I have a Monster inside me' type of thing, mostly because i always kept it locked away & resctricted so i never bothered to learn about it. But now that it's lose i have to start learning about it & try to control it, problem is how am i gonna do that & of course i can't let the others know about it so i have to make an excuse of what my weapon is. Make something up & say that it's something else like my speed or something. After a while of watching the recordings i heard someone walk in the room with me, he walked over to me & stood next to me.

"Can't sleep little monster?"

"Bachira...."

"Hiiii~ you're still awake"

"So are you"

"Yea i can't sleep, but why can't you sleep? you really worked up yourself today you should be feeling exhausted after that"

"Ah.... gurimo kept rolling over to my bed & taking all of it, i can't sleep when his all over me like that. Plus my mind is racing i'm thinking way to much of what just happened"

He seemed bothered when i told him gurimo kept rolling over to my bed, i think he got jealous but stayed quiet & didn't respond when i said that. But his demeanor changed when i told him my mind woulnd't stop bothering me though. He turned his gaze back to the screen as he watched the recordings with me

"That monsters of yours, is really impressive. You finally broke you're restrictions & set it free"

"Yea but at what cost...."

He turned his gaze back to me & tilted his head slightly when i said that, i advert my gaze away from his for a moment when he looked at me like that.

"Bachira there's a reason i kept it locked away for all this years"

"Yea you said that, but why? you feel like talking about it now? everyone's asleep right now so we won't get bothered or interupted, if... you want to of course. I'm not forcing you to, but i would love to hear you're story"

I took a slight breath & sigh softly, i don't want to keep things hidden from bachira anymore so i honestly just told him everything. The reason why i kept it locked inside me for so many years, i told him about my past & about what happened, the monster is my obsession & my desire to win. But when it comes out it becomes sadistic & aggresive, it doesn't force me to hurt anyone but it forces me to take dominance & make a name for myself. When i'm in the zone i lose every bit of my senses & the monster refuses to pass the ball to anyone. Forcing me to make the goal myself instead, the monster isn't a team player & his always intimidating everyone, scaring them off & breaking any bonds of friendships i have with anyone. It makes people fear me & leave me, that's why i called it my obsession & why bachira just calls it my monster. Because i become so obsessed with soccer then i refuse to pass the ball or even lose & if i do lose the monster gets angry & takes over my body, when he does THEN he can hurt people. He'll force me to hurt them or beat them if they insult me or do anything that makes me angry, it's like a protective guardian or something only difference is that his ententions aren't good ones & instead his nothing but just pure selfishness & recklessness i've had it ever since i was a kid but grew even stronger as i grew older. When it comes out it's hard for me to lock it back inside me, i start hyperventilating & the voices start to scream at me inside me head, he refuses to go back & leave which is why those chains keep him in his place. It's really hard for me to come back to my senses every time his out, bachira managed to bring me back that day but i don't know if he can keep doing that every time he comes out. I told bachira everything without leaving anything out & he listened to my every word without interupting me when i finished telling him everything, he responded.

"If they abadoned you then they were honestly not you're real friends"

My breath hitched when he said that.

"That monster is what makes you stronger even if you don't have control over it yet but you will  soon enough, people fear it because they don't understand his power. They call you a monster because they're afraid of it i honestly got pissed off when niko called you a monster & i hated it, but if they came to understand & accept it you'd be one hell of a striker. The best there is actually, instead of being afraid they should of stayed with you & supported you instead they ran & left you alone. Solitude isn't fun, i should know because i used to have it too but that monster is what makes you score goals right? so isn't that all that matters?"

"I... guess so...."

"If you lose control of it again then i'll be there to bring you back & i'll keep doing it for as long as i need to, but don't lock it up again, let it be free. I'll help you control & if it forces you to hurt me then i'll just stop you & hug you tight~ Yuki... you have awesome potential, don't let the fear of that monster consume you & defeat you. Overcome it & use it to you're advantage, i know it will be hella hard but i'll be right there with you. You're monster is stronger then mines but that doesn't mean you can't tame it, so..... just keep using it to win goals & enjoy the pleasure it gives you. Don't worry about anyone else, they can't see you're monster anyways only i can, so you won't be losing anyone in blue lock & if they suddenly start getting afraid of you, which i doubt it.... then we'll just make them understand it. SImple as that, i already accepted you're monster from the moment we first met. So i don't care about anything else. I made you my priority & nothing's going to change that, monster or no monster"

"Bachira...."

Bachira shuckled & smiled at me, he walked closer to me & placed his hand on my cheek, he brushed his thumb agaisnt my skin

"I'm happy i got see the real you, that mask you were always wearing is finally taken off you & i can see you're true colors & honestly it's very enchanting hehe~ I love you're eyes yuki & the way they look whenever you get excited to score a goal it excites me~"

"I guess being a monster doesn't scare you"

"Not one bit, but you're not a monster, well i mean you are my little monster but you get what i mean~ Thanks for telling me though, i'm happy to have learn something new about you & of you're past. I'm glad you're beggining to trust me & feel comfortable around me more that's what i was aiming for, it may be a bit of my fault though because i kept pushing you're buttons & forcing you to release it & set it free. But i only did that because i wanted you to be the real you not the fake yuki that i first met in blue lock, i knew there was something behind those pretty eyes of yours & i was determined to make it show for the whole world to see.... or for me only~"

He shuckled & stuck his tongue out playfully at me which honestly made me giggle softly in response

"Hey there's that pretty smile i adore so much & the giggle~"

He then lifted my face upward a little more & brushed his thumb agaisnt my lips.

"By the way we won the match, so can i get my reward?~"

"You didn't score though"

"Maybe... but i helped you break you're chains & set you're monster free"

"Yes you did but still"

"You're so mean to me, no fair hehe~"

He giggled under his breath he didn't try to do it this time, but i honestly just leaned my face & lips forward towards him & gave him the kiss. It seemed to surprise him at first but i felt him just melt into it & accept it, i retreated away from him but kept my face close to his still.

"Happy now? there's you're reward"

"......... No not yet My little Yuki~"

Before i could even question what he ment by that or respond to him, he quickly crashed his lips into mines once more & kissed me deeply. He made me stumble backwards & pressed my back agaisnt the wall behind me, pressing his own body agaisnt mines when he did that, he placed his hands on my weist gripping them tightly & i felt his nails digging into my sides softly. He put his leg inbetween mines a bit as he held me tightly as we kissed, i shifted my arms & wrapped them around his shoulders to which he responded by shifting his arms & wraping them around my lower back pushing me closer to his body. He kissed me like he was hungry & desperate for it, he didn't stop kissing me for quite some time. We had to break & stop for a moment to catch our breaths, but kept our lips inches away from each other & he didn't let go of me. He kept holding me tightly.

"Best reward ever~ can i have more? heheh~"

"You are so desperate~"

"For you yea always~ damn that sucks now i really want you all to myself after that~"

I couldn't help but giggle softly & decided to tease him a bit.

"Well the only place we won't be watched is either in the showers or bathroom so~"

"That works~ then i can make you mines~"

I couldn't help but snicker, didn't think he'd actually take it so seriously he had a big smirk on his lips. I heard him giggle under his breath i think he enjoyed it & at the same time he really wanted to.

"I'm joking bachira we can't do that"

"To late, we're already doing it~ i'll carry you over my shoulder if i have to~"

"Bachira there's no way that's going to work, we don't exactly get breaks as much here & i think they'll notice if we dissapear all of a sudden"

"Yea it will~ we get breaks every so often, after every match & it shouldn't take that long for us to do what we wanna do unless we make it last for a longer time~ take tonight for example we could of done it right now while everyone's asleep & no one would even notice that we're gone hehe~ so you're going into the showers with me one of these days~"

"Geez...."

I advert my gaze away from his a bit, he is so blunt & so forward, he has no shame at all or the slightest of shyness. I think that's why i like him so much his honestly really fun to be with, he seems serious about it now but i doubt we'll be able to get anything done, even if he really wanted to. He brought his hand up & grabbed my face gently again making me face him, he crashed his lips agaisnt mines & kissed me deeply once more. Seems like he became addicted to kissing me now because he wouldn't stop doing it, i felt his hands shift downward on my body & on to my back. He gently gripped my ass & pulled me closer towards him by it, making our bodies press together more tightly. After what seemed hours of kissing he broke it to take a breather & grunt softly agaisnt me.

"I could kiss you all night but i think we should try to sleep"

"Getting tired?"

"Of You? Never, i would honestly just stay here & devour you entirely until we can't breath. But if we stay up like this any longer i don't think i'll survive the night or sleep for that matter, you'll be keeping me up & getting me heated even more, trust me i want you so badly these urges are starting to drive me wild now, but i swear when this is all over & we become the top best. I'm taking you out on lots of dates & making you mines every night~ covering you in love bites & showering you with every inch of my love & affection"

He brought his face close to mines & nuzzled me.

"Is that a promise i hear?"

"Yep~ & i intend to keep it & make it happen~"

"Bachira you-"

He interupted me before i could even ask or say what i wanted to say

"No i'm not leaving"

"You didn't even let me finish though"

I heard him giggle under his breath when i said that

"Didn't have to, i know you're worried about me leaving you. But i won't & if i did someday which i hope not, i know you'll just win & take me back from whoever took me in the first place. And i'll do the same for you, i'm not letting anyone take you from me. You're mine & mine alone now, you released you're monster so you're alot stronger now, you can take on anyone with that power now yuki. If i'm not there to bring you back & calm you down when you desperately need me, then just think about me 'kay? scream my name at the top of you're lungs or do whatever you have to that includes me & calm yourself, take a breather & don't let the fear consume you. The monster might be scary but he doesn't own you, you're in control of it & you're it's owner. Force it to submit to you & make it yours again, i'll give you lots of memories so you can remember me every day~"

He always knows that to say to me, his kind & caring. His also very considerate of me & always helps me when i need him the most, that's why i like him so much. He made me release my monster & set it free but at the same time his taking responsability for it too, he saw & knows the consequences of him doing that & his taking actions for it. Not letting succumb into fear or lose myself to it, his the only one who can see my monster & his not afraid of me at all. Instead his happy & quite excited having to witness it, i guess this is the real me. Meguru Bachira made me accept the real me & be myself again without restrictions. I couldn't help but giggle softly & kissed him deeply once more to which he responded & kissed me back, holding me tighter agaisnt his body. He then broke the kiss & grunted softly burrying his face into my neck while still holding me

"You're gonna kill me if you keep this up i won't survive this night like this~ let's go back to our dorms & try to sleep for the night"

"But is fun seeing you get worked up, you look more attractive when you desperately want something~"

"Yuki...~ i'm dying here, you're just feeding my urges some more with you're teasing. You're just asking for it now aren't you?~ you're getting me heated~"

"Maybe....~"

"Such a tease~"

"But you love it~"

"That.... i do, every second of it~ My little monster~ Mine~"

There was a moment of silence between us, bachira wouldn't stop gazing at my red eyes i guess he really loved them. But i decided to speak up to tell him something.

"....Bachira...."

"Yes, my little monster?~"

"I love you~"

I heard his breath hitch & he inhaled slightly when i said that to him, i felt him melt into me & press himself agaisnt me more. His hands started to wonder around my body & he started to caress every inch of it, until he slidded them under my uniform suit lifting up my shirt a bit & actually touching my skin directly. He was being careful of his nails though, so he wouldn't scratch or mark me. Even though i'm pretty sure he desperately wanted to right now.

"Damn.... i wanted to say it first~"

"Aw so you don't love me back then?"

"Stop~ I love you, i really do. You honestly just made my heart burst by saying that, now i just want you even more after hearing that & i want to desperately mark you & cover you in love bites i love you to death & i'll never stop loving you~"

I couldn't help but giggle softly at his comment, he was acting really affectionate now.

"You're hands are wondering though, you're going places you're not suppose to~"

"Sorry can't help it~ just really want to touch you & feel you~ can i just hold you for a while longer? let me feel every inch of you're body for tonight~"

"You're so adorable~"

"Im...-"

I made him stop talking by lifting my shirt up & revealing my stomach to him the place he had his hands on, i heard him grunt under his breath softly when i did that & his cheeks turned red a bit. I also revealed that i had a red & black butterfly tattoo on my stomach to him, i think he snapped & lost it for a second after seeing it. Because he pressed his hands agaisnt my stomach some more & i could feel his nails dig into me, he started caressing it even more now & i heard his breathing start to get heavy.

"Fuck.... it's so heavenly & that's just makes you even more hella attractive & hot~"

"Don't ruin it~"

He retreated his nails from the tattoo when i said that to him & instead just dragged them around my stomach he was holding back the urges to mark me right now, he brushed his thumbs agaisnt the tattoo though. After a while he pulled my shirt back down himself & burried his face into my neck as he pressed his body agaisnt me again. He was blushing because i could feel the heat on his face & he whimpered slightly.

"Okay.... we need to stop, because i'm starting to lose it & i don't know if i'll be able to hold it back any longer~ you're heavenly body is calling out to me & i'm unable to ignore it~"

"But what if i want you to lose it?"

"Stop~ don't tease me further, not here or tonight at least. I'll take you & make you mines yes, but we'll have to do that some other time my little teasing monster~"

I pouted my cheeks at him to which he responded by shuckling when he saw it.

"Hey don't give me that face, i said i would & i will. Trust me you have no idea how much i desperately want you right now~ resisting these urges are being hella difficult for me right now i just want to devour you & mark you all over right now, but just hold on to me for it 'kay? i promise you that i will~ & when that happens i'm not stopping until i hear you say my name or moan it heheh~ I cant mark you over you're uniform because i'll just break it with my nails if i do & i can't take it off you right now either witch is making me fustrated & get even more heated for you, i really want to yuki but i can't the pure thought of just seeing you without cloths on excites me greatly. But just... hold on to me for a second 'kay?~"

He started breathing into my neck his urges were really driving him crazy.

"Another promise~"

"Yes~ & i'm doing it, i don't care where or when but i will do it~"

"Then i won't stop teasing you~"

"Yes~ please don't~ the more you make me crave & desperately want you the better. I love it when you just make me go crazy for you that's a feeling i enjoy having & i don't ever want it to stop. Excite me more & make me yours~ i'm yours to do whatever you want on the field & in bed~ use me 'till you're hearts content & until you feel the pleasure you desire~"

"Hehehe Bachira~"

I heard him shuckle under his breath, he was really commited & in love with me.

"You're fault~ you're making me say these things to you, i can't help but just want you desperately & give you everything i have on me~ i'll make sure that you feel loved & wanted every single day~"

Bachira just shuckled & then kissed me deeply holding me close to his body, his shifted & slidded his hands down to my sides caressing every inch of my body until he reached my thighs. He hooked his hands under my knees & picked me up making me jolt a bit & making me straddle his weist, i left out a surprise yelp when he did that to which he shuckled in response. He then shifted me to carry me bridal style instead & took me back to the dorm rooms, he set me down again when we arrived. Gurimo was still all over my bed sleeping which made me grunt softly & pout my cheeks, bachira noticed it & walked over to something & started dragging it to the corner of the room, he took my hand & pulled over to it with him.

"What are you doing?"

"Gurimo's taking you're bed, so you can sleep on mines with me."

"What? but i can just move..-"

He interupted me by tackling me & hugging me tightly making me stumble backwards & fall into the bed we landed with a thud which made him shuckle in response.

"Bachira...."

"You're sleeping with me from now on~ so every night we'll sleep here & away from everyone else"

"Oh i see... you're just jealous because gurimo was all over me while he was asleep, his asleep not like his concious of it though"

He burried his face into my chest & i could feel the heat on his cheeks, he was pouting & grunting softly.

"...... Don't care you're mine only....  but i'm not jealous, i just want you with me at all times, 24/7 every day, every second, every place~"

"Clingy & Needy that's what you are, but you're cute when you get jealous & it's adorable how you get so needy & clingy. Dont ever change or stop doing that bachira~"

"Mmmm.......~ Sleep my little monster~ go to sleep~"

He avoided admiting that he was jealous & flustered when i told him that & changed the subject.

"But im not sleepy yet"

"Then i'll stay awake until you fall asleep"

He brought the blanket up & covered us both, he shifted our bodies so that i was facing him & was resting my head agaisnt his chest. He had his arms around me holding me close to his body, i told him i wasn't feeling sleepy yet but i think i dozed off after a few minutes. I guess i was tired after all.

[Bachira's P.O.V]
I honestly just wanted to just kiss her all night & never stop, the second she kissed me i got addicted to it & didn't want to stop. Her lips were so soft & she tasted so fucking good, i'm actually happy & glad that she told me everything. Means i did something right & she trusted me & was confortable with me, that was honestly my intention. I wanted her to feel that way for me, i like it better when she's honest with herself rather then hidding behind a mask & restricting herself, now that she let her monster go free she'll be even stronger & will be able to challenge anyone. I won't lie though i really wanted to make her mines specially after that kiss we just had, her teasing & her playfulness is adorable i love it so much plus it gets me heated which i can't seem to avoid or prevent from happening. Not that i mind anyways, if she gets me worked up like that every time with her teasing then that just makes me want her even more. Doesn't mean i'll stop trying to make her mines though, besides she was the one who suggested it even if she was only joking & teasing me with me. I'll make her mines one of these days & mark her too, i don't think she realises how much i desperately want it. So her teasing me about it was just feeding my urges even more, which i honestly love. She drives me insane & i enjoy every second of it, i don't like how gurimo just took her bed though. She wasn't able to sleep because he kept rolling on to her, not gonna deny that fact that it did piss me off & got me jealous when she told me but i didn't want to tell her that. Though i'm pretty sure she already knew i was when she mentioned it to me, we eventually went back to the dorms because if we kept going on like that i wasn't going to be able to survive the night & i'd probably end up doing something to her because of my urges & her teasing. Specially after she showed me her stomach & tattoo, god that was hot i had to restrain myself so i wouldn't just snap & devour her right there. Also gotta be careful when i mark her with my nails i don't want to hurt her while i'm doing it the love bites don't hurt but the nails will definitely leave a mark. I did say i love it but i rather do that when we're alone or have a chance to do it, i'll make it happen but for now i'm just going to hold her in my arms every day & shower her with my love & affection. She's mine now so i'm not letting anyone take her from me & if i ever do get seperated from her then i'll just have to fight & do what i can to go back to her. She needs me so i can't leave her alone, she said she wasn't sleepy but ended up falling asleep in my arms after a few minutes which was honestly adorable, i nuzzled her face softly so i wouldn't wake her up when i noticed that she drifted off to sleep & kept my face close to hers. I grabbed her legs & placed them over my weist so she would be more comfortable agaisnt me & made sure she was warm with the blanket on her. if i make her feel calm & at ease then i'll keep doing it every day. Along with making her happy & making her give me that smile that i adore so much, i'm not letting her monster ruin her reputation or her life. So i'll keep helping her & protecting her for the rest of my life, i made a promise to her too & i intend to keep it. My entire goal & life is now yuki & becoming the top best with her in blue lock, we'll make a happy life together & make lots of memories. I desperately crave, need & want her in my life forever. I'm not letting her out of my sight. She's mine & mine alone, i was starting to get sleepy myself & ended up drifting asleep about an hour later. Can't believe i stayed up for this long but at the same time i wanted to make sure yuki could sleep first, i'll be taking good care of her from now on, so i stayed up just to watch her & make her feel comfortable in my arms. She's really warm & cozy to snuggle with, i yawned softly & just fell asleep with her in my arms, i placed my head over hers & just drifted off, i could feel her face agaisnt my chest & it honestly felt so cozy. I pulled her close to me because i wanted to feel her agaisnt my body & just slept until the next day, i hope we don't oversleep. We stayed up a bit to long tonight so i hope we don't wake up sleepy tomorrow, oh well whatever. As long as i have yuki in my arms then i don't care about the rest. Good night my little monster i love you so much~.

[To Be Continued}