Blue Lock - I'll Make Her Mine (Bachira x OC)

A Small Break Time.

[In this chapter, i'll have bachira & yuki take a small break from soccer, let's just pretend ego gave them a bit of spare time to relax for a bit. Specially because of yuki's leg injury, which isn't a grave one but still spare some time to let her recover for a day before getting back to the game]

After the previous match ego just us spare time to take a breather & relax ourselves, normally his always pushing us to our limits. But today he gave us at least a few hours & minutes to relax & hydrate before getting back to the game, everyone was in the dorm talking about the game & about other rendom things. Me & Bachira were sitting on top of the beds as we just hanged out with everyone, but today i kinda wasn't feeling like myself. Even bachira noticed i was feeling different today but didn't ask me what was wrong yet, eventually when the guys started to play a random game to have fun i left the dorm & headed to the dinning room. I just went & sat down at the table & leaned myself agaisnt it as i put my head down, i was honestly just thinking of something. Not only of the match but of something else too, i wanted some peace & quiet for a bit while i gather my thoughts. 

"Hmmm...."

[Bachira's P.O.V]
My little monster was acting different today, she seemed to have something on her mind. I didn't ask her about it at first but i could tell something was bothering her, i noticed that she left the room when everyone started to play a random game to pass the time. They tried to get me to play too but i was worried about my little monster alot more, i wonder what was wrong with her today. She didn't look like she was having fun or enjoying herself today.

"Hey bachira wanna play?"

"I'll pass, i got something important i gotta do but you guys enjoy yourselves"

After a while i got up & decided to look for her, i don't like being away from her specially if i know something is wrong. I found her at the dinning room just lying herself down on the table with her eyes closed, yea something was definitely wrong she's not usually this quiet. She's always so active & lovable so i found it weird when she wasn't acting like herself today, i walked over to kneel & bended down forward slightly getting her attention. She noticed & felt me which made me smile at her.

"Bachira...."

"My little monster~"

I put my arms under her legs & picked her up for a moment, i sat down with her & made her sit on my lap sideways. I didn't want to force her to tell me what was wrong, so i just held her close to me. At least to let her know that i'm here when & if she needs me, she just melted into my arms when i held her & snuggled close to me. She rested her face & head over my shoulder & on my neck so i held her tighter agaisnt me when she did, we honestly stayed like this in silence for a few minutes. I nuzzled her cheek & placed my hand over her thight & stroked her injury with my thumb caressing her softly & lovingly, she's always so warm & cozy to snuggle with. I then rested my head agaisnt her & kept holding her close to me, i get worried when she's quiet but i don't want her to feel pressured to tell me either, so i'll let her tell me when she wants to & if she wants to. Otherwise i'll just keep holding her close to me until she gives me the smile i adore so much, i want her to feel loved & not stressed out by whatever that's bothering her right now. I also just love holding her close to me & just embracing her in my arms.

[Yuki's P.O.V]
Bachira came to join me not long after i left the dorm, he just held me close to his body & didn't say anything. I'm pretty sure he could tell something was wrong but didn't preassure me to tell him, he just held me for a few minutes as we sat in silence. Honestly i was just thinking about the monster, for all this years his been helping me score goals & win matches or rather forcing me too. I haven't done a single thing by myself because of him, everything is always him & the fact that he always does everything with his sadistic behavior & hatred. I don't want to keep living my life depending on him, i wanna do things my own way too & grow stronger by myself without  him. My mind was racing with alot of thoughts right now, but i felt warm & safe in bachira's arms. When i'm with bachira all my troubles & stress just melt away, eventually i broke the silence & spoke up. If i'm gonna do something about the monster then i want bachira to be there with me too.

"Bachira...."

"Yes my little monster~"

"I want to get rid of my monster..."

There was a moment of silence coming from him when i said that to him, he closed his eyes & nuzzled my neck since i was still resting over his shoulder. He retreated his face & just smiled at me aftewards.

"Okay~"

"Not.... gonna ask me why?"

"No, not unless you want to tell me. Curious why you want to all of a sudden but i it's fine if you don't want to tell me, you're mine & i get worried when you go quiet but you don't have to tell me everything little monster. I'm just here to make you smile & shower you with my love & affection~"

"And get angry at others when try or do anything to me, you're clingly quite posessive & not to mention jealous. You're also silly & adorable~"

I heard him grunt slightly under his breath & his cheeks turned red a bit, he advert his gaze away from mines & just mumbled.

"Yes...~ that too....~ but only because you're mine, no one else is allowed to touch you & have you"

"So needy for attention & for my love~"

He groaned a bit more & burried his face into my neck, he pulled me closer & held me tighter. His cheeks were still red when he did that, i wrapped my arms around his shoulders & gave him a hug to which he responded & hugged me back too. He adjusted his arms putting one around my back & the other hand behind my head tangling his hand into my hair as he held me close.

"I can't keep depending on him..."

Bachira stayed quiet when i started talking again & just listened to me but didn't let go of me, he kept holding me tight as i talked. I could feel that he was looking at me as i talked though even if i was hugging him & not facing him.

"Every since i was a small child i always played soccer & depended on him to win goals & score, but it was a disaster because every time he came out he always acted on his own or used my body like a puppet. I lost friends because of him, his sadistic behavior & his hatred & desires to win goals became to much to handle & everyone just started leaving, of course they couldn't see my monster so they only saw me becoming more obsessive with soccer & started calling me a monster & a freak, i was struggling with something but they couldn't see what it was. As i grew older he became stronger & the will to resist him became much harder but i somehow was able to lock him up & prevent from ever coming out for quite some time, then i came to blue lock & hell broke lose. He got out from those chains i put on him & broke free, now it's worse because he actually has people he wants to devour but..... ever since i came here i haven't done a single thing by myself. It's all been him, every goal & every score has been made by him & not me. I don't want the rest of my life to be controlled by him, i want to find & have my own power & weapon without him. I don't want him anymore.... it scares me that someday he'll use & force me to hurt others since he can't do it physically himself, every day i think of the consequences of having him come out & fight my battles for me. I don't want it anymore.... i want my own life. I don't want to live in his life any longer"

There was another moment of silence coming from bachira as i told him what was on my mind, he held me tighter for a moment before shifting his hands & putting them on to my weist. He nuzzled me once more before stopping & speaking again.

"I think part of it was my fault, when you first came into blue lock i got desperate on wanting to release you're restraint & set you free. I have a monster inside me too so i got excited when i met & saw that someone else had one too, i played socccer when i was still a child too but it wasn't the greatest for me. Due to my talents they started to dislike me & i got called the same names they call you, which piss me off because i don't like when people insult you & call you names. At first i thought i was never going to find someone who could keep up with me & excite me, but then i met you & my whole world changed. I got desperate, i wanted to set you free & let you're monster run loose but i never thought things would go bad the moment i did that. I thought he would help you reach the top & make you the best striker but i can see now that his doing nothing but causing you pain & discomfort, he also hurt you which pissed me off even more. I thought he couldn't physically do that to you but now i realise that he can & it terrifies me greatly, i'm afraid i'll end up losing you one day if he keeps doing that or if he get worse as he grows stronger each day. The only good thing of him is that he makes you score goals in the field but it's also bad because he does it while causing you pain & hurting you're body, i hate that.... i hate it alot. I'm sorry if i pushed you to far, i shouldn't of done that but i just really wanted to see the real you. You were hidding behind a mask when you first came to blue lock, holding yourself back & not enjoy soccer like you're suppose to. Soccer is fun & i enjoy & love playing it with you alot so i want you to love & enjoy it too, i also want to reach the top & have a future with you, but i can't do that if you're not enjoying it either. I don't want to force you into something you don't want to do, but i just love playing soccer with you so much. I finally found someone who i can play with & it excites me greatly i don't want that feeling to go away, but if his causing you pain & discomfort while playing soccer then i'll gladly help you get rid of him. You're so precious to me little monster, i just want you to be free without anything holding you down, be free like a little birdy & soar through the sky up high & enjoy life to the fullest. Also he can't hurt me using you, if he tried that i would honeslty just hug you tight & hold you in my arms until he relases you & you come back to me. I'm not letting him consume you, i refuse to let him take you from me"

He nuzzled my neck once more & kept holding me tightly, he was really caring & sweet to me. He always worried for me & always knows what to say to me to make me feel better he says he feels like most of it was his fault but i don't blame him one bit, he had his reasons for doing what he did even if it was weird at first but i grew to love his ways, his personality & his behaviors & everything else. He helped me become a better person even if he released the monster inside me, seems like his taking responsability for it now though. 

"You changed my life from the moment we met bachira, i don't blame you one bit. You set me free & you been with me through my difficult times, i fell in love with you because of that. Everything about you is just perfect, you the reason i keep pushing myself forward & the reason why i want to keep trying. But i don't want my monster to ruin what we have, i don't want his help anymore, i don't want him controling my life & i definitely don't want him to hurt you using me as a puppet. We never been in a fight or even fought anyone, so fighting a monster like him scares me. I don't want him anymore bachira... i want my own life, i want to awaken & use my own power & weapon without him. I know that you set him free because you thought he could actually be an ally to us & make us reach our goal faster, but his been doing the opposite of that. His nothing but a sadistic & selfish bastard, i wanna get rid of him before he hurts anyone else. You're important to me & i don't wanna lose you because of him"

I felt bachira pull me & hold me tighter when i said that, i felt his face heat up & he burried it into my neck again. I think he just melted agaisnt my body when i said that to him, he exhaled softly agaisnt my neck.

"Yea i'm sorry my little monster, the consequences of my actions put a strain on you're body, his not going to ruin us though, i won't let him destroy the love we have for each other"

"I know you will but.... don't apologise, you honestly make me happy. I love you alot & i love how you bring out the best of me"

"But is still kinda my fault"

"No it's not, it's his fault not yours. His the one creating this chaos"

"Wouldn't of happened if he stayed locked in though, you wouldn't of gotten you're leg injuried either"

"Like i said.... i don't care, you changed my life & for that i'm forever grateful"

"Mmmm....~"

"Are you not happy being with me?"

His breath hitched when i asked him that & he immediately responded.

"No!!! i am!! i really am, you get me both & excited & very happy every single day. You changed my life too & i'm so happy for it, every day i wake up i'm always so grateful to have you at my side."

"But you still blame yourself for it & feel bad about it"

"Well... yes & at the same time no but.....-"

I interupred him by kissing him deeply, he got surprised at first but kissed me back when i did that.

"Mmm....~"

I kissed him deeply again, he gripped my weist tightly when i did & digged his nails into me through my uniform when i did it again. I felt his heart accelerate a bit when i pressed myself agaisnt him.

"Yuki....~

I couldn't help but giggle softly, i kept my face close to his & wrapped my arounds around his shoulders. He put his arms tighter around me when i did that.

"If you keep blaming yourself then i'm not letting you have me anymore, you're not marking me or making me yours anymore either, you'll just have to deal with the heat yourself or watch me bathe every day without you & not touch me~"

"......"

I heard his breath hitch when i said that but he stopped talking for a moment, his cheeks went red again & he grunted softly along with a whimper. He adverts his gaze away from mines. His silence made me giggle which made his cheeks turn more red but he burried his face into my neck again & tried to hide it.

"So mean to me....~ & a tease, you know i'll die if you do that to me, i can't resist you & not touch you. I crave you every day so that will just be torture for me i won't survive a day without... having you... or even marking you. I need to taste you, make you mines & mark you....~"

He nuzzled my neck once more & exhaled into my skin.

"I'll go insane if i can't make you mines or cover you in my love bites~"

"Then you better stop blaming yourself & go back to being the bachira i fell in love with~"

"Fine~ if it will let me have you every night & mark you then i'll do anything you tell me to hehehe~"

His like a little puppy, so adorable. His so needy for my love & attention & starts to freak out & grow desperate when he can't have me, but that's why i love him. He brought his face back up & kissed me deeply, pulling me closer to him, he held me tightly & didn't stop kissing me until he needed to catch his breath, panting softly over my lips.

"I love you so much my little monster~ i just wanna be with you forever & always~"

"I love you too~"

He nuzzled my cheek & shuckled, he then looked back at me & gazed into my eyes.

"So how are you going to get rid of the monster?"

"I.... don't know.... i didn't think of that"

"Hm..... the monster is part of you, part of you're body. He controls you're movements, you're muscles & the positions you get on the field. So...... i guess his like an entity or something? i don't think he controls you're thoughts though or you're mind, getting rid of it will prove to be a challengue. Not organs or anything of the sort either, just pure willpower & strengths."

"But you love chanllenges"

"Yes~ i do~ here's the thing though, if you're wanting to get rid of him then i think it's best you work on you're willpower & mindset. The monster controls & takes over you're body every time the situation gets tough in the field, desperately wanting to score goals at whatever cost is neccessary even if that risk includes hurting you which i hate so much. He uses you as a puppet because he knows you can't resist him or fight back, well i mean you can but.... you need more power then he does for you to break free of him. It's not going to be easy but it's not impossible either, if you have a stronger mindset & willpower then he does you might be able to make him dissipate or rather.... i guess "Kill" would be the correct word for it. His part of you though so only you can do it, as much as i want to help you i can't physically hurt it. I know i said i would because of what he did to you but i'm just not seeing a way for me to do that unfortunately.... honestly i wish i could & i definitely want to. Pisses me off how he put his hands on you & almost got you kicked out of blue lock because of an injury & because of his reckless & aggressive behavior, not to mention the amount of weight he keeps putting on you every time he comes out giving you're muscles & body even more painful strains. But.... we can work on you're body more along with everything else, so you might be able to"

"Easier said then done..."

"Yea i know my little monster, his a sadistic bastard whose not gonna go away any time soon unless we work on that. Memories might help as well, keeping you're mind ocupied & preventing him from completely taking over might be a bit of a boost too. His strong but so are you, you're my strong little monter hehe~"

"What kind of memories though?"

Bachira nuzzled my neck when i asked that & shuckled.

"All the ones we made together ever since arriving in blue lock~ i told you this before, just think about me whenever you're stuck or struggling with something."

"Why? because you're so powerful you can break me free?"

"Hey don't doubt me~ i can break you free & bring you back with just my hugs, love & affection~ i'm strong too~"

I couldn't help but giggle softly at his comment which made him stick his tongue out at me playfully & giggle softly himself.