(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary

heyyy guyyss!!!

so- uhhh-

i think i overacted a bit- well not bit more like a lot, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

So, i wanted to kill myself,
and yh i didn't.

this is very very stupid-

i was planning to commit suicide I think today, because i missed an assignment for a school celebration thingy which was to make a song, and I finished the melody and the chorus and I just needed to record the verses. So I planned to do that overnight like I did last time, but i fell asleep the moment I got home from exhaustion.

once i woke up and realised what I've done, i rushed to my brother's room and he was sleeping so I just gave up, i wrote my apology to the teacher that I didn't make it, and wanted to apologise profusely

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addition = chorus

(the translation is goofy, but she mostly said: good morning. that's reallyyyy unfortunate.)

The unsent message is me saying if it's really needed I could go, but then i saw that my dumbass read the time wrong and thought that the thing starts at 9:10 when it actually started at 8:10, so I deleted it.

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(every time I paste these in I can imagine one of those sparkly thing sound effects playing the background, it's so fucking goofy)

so yeahh- actually i forgot what I wanted to say.
nvm! i remembr. SO i'm going to go to pride tomorrow and i gotta find some pride flags, and this is the progress so far, because I worked for like 30 minutes straight, plus had to hangout with a person for an hour, and also had to help my brother dye his hair, and also before that I had to wash some clothes to not stink-

ANYWAYS- this is the progress so far:
i haven't found the bag.