(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary

kill me

okay, uhhh man i fucked up.

the chapter i made about my ex + now best friend, uhh it's very shitty.

i've been making progress and talking to them consistently, it makes me very happy,

they're starting to act very goofy around me, not as in a crush kind of way, just more of just looking uncomfortable, and I get them, because it's a bit awkward for me too.

this weekend, we're gonna go to our teacher's house again, hopefully.

i haven't talked to my parents yet lmao

but uhh yeah, whoever read the "oh man it's been a while" don't mind it.

it was, and still is a rant of mine.

you know when your mind just goes haywire on making a mistake, or just anything in general, and I think that was the case.

but ye

rn i'm laying in my head, terrible fucking headache, i tried cutting myself today, but have literally no energy to do so

fuck uhhhh

i just realised I have to revise for like two tests.

well anyways
see ya, good bye.

and until next time!

January 16th 2024