Chapter 25 - Incertitude

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"His eyes seemed like chocolate
The one you're addicted too
In the first taste
Like a drug that you can never resist

The deep pools of mud
In which you can't stop dooling
Going on and on
Rolling in waves of pleasure

Which when met with sunlight
Turn in depths of honey
Hidden inside
So full of life and memories
Just waiting for someone to taste

In that December heat they turned into molten gold

No they were not brown
Brown would be an understatement
For all the mountains hidden inside
They are yet to be uncovered"

"This was the moment i've waited for so long.... Meeting him was like listening to a song for the first time knowing that it would be my favourite"

My heart stopped racing for a moment, it felt like my mouth forgot to speak...
The universe and my heart was forcing me to say Yes....But the same time my brain wasn't in favour of that
All i wanted at this moment was to run away with him.....But at the same time not" Thought May

The moment she was to say something
Driva who was hiding near the door interrupts ups sayin
"May the good bye party is about to begin"

May nodds her in a yes and moves out of the classroom in a rush with all those mix thoughts

"Mayyy!!!!!!!! Waitttttttttt!!!!!!!!" Ryan shouted moving out of the classroom.

But Driva holds her arm saying "Let her leave"
Ryan forcefully taking his hand away
"What's with you???" said Ryan
"I said let her leave, cuz i have something to say" said Driva
"We'll talk about that later" said Ryan stepping ahead

Driva from back shouted"I LIKE YOU RYAN"

The footsteps stopped and what left was just an awkward silence

Ryan turning back
"I'm sorry........I respect your feelings but i like someone else...so just forget me"

"May? Right?" said Driva with a judgemental tone
"Yes" Ryan replied confidently
"What's with your taste???? I'm way better than her,, despite that everyone thinks we'll make up a great couple together " said Driva
"I don't care what others think
I like her and i don't care about anyone else except her
And you know what's the difference between you and her" said Ryan
"WHAT?" Driva asked
"She doesn't pretend like you do,she isn't fake, she's real, she puts others first then herself...
SHE'S NOT SELFISH AS YOU" said Ryan leaving Driva

He then turned back, and entered the party hall. But he couldn't say anything because it was all crowded. And he didn't wanted her to feel awkward.
So he waited patiently for the end of the party.

Everyone was enjoying their party
Meanwhile May was in a confusion. She wasn't accepting the fact the Ryan could even fall for her. But that doesn't matter when destiny had another plans.

After the good bye party.

It started to rain. So everyone made a fuss and moved towards their house in a rush.
Soon the school was all emptied.
May was standing near the school gate upstairs waiting for Ulyssa to pick her up.
"Are you okay?" said Ryan from the back holding an umbrella
"You weren't gone?" said May
"Nope,i was waiting for you" said Ryan coming closer
"Stop!" said May
Ryan stopped moving closer
"What?"
"Stop! waiting for me, whenever you're close to me things are getting more twisted for me, i know your feelings towards me but i don't feel the same. Moreover i know about you and Driva so just leave me alone,,,i don't eant to be a barrier.I hope you understand ......" said May
"What about Driva??" Ryan asked
"I know you guys were together and because you started to have feelings for me you betrayed her" said May
"Who told you this????? Belive me this isn't true!!!" said Ryan
"I don't she's my friend...And i don't want to be known as someone who betrayed her friend" May answered
"Do you really think i'm that type??" Ryan asked
"Yes" said May with a heavy heart
"I know you're not but i'm sorry i'm not right for you...I was born to be alone" May thought in her head
"So.....In all those moments,those memories that we shared...You never liked me??
Not even for a second?" said Ryan
"No" May replied with a heavy heart

*CAR HORN BEEPS*

"I have to go now" said May going down upstairs running slowly towards the car.
"MAYYY WAIT" said Ryan from the back
May stopped in that pouring. The rain drops were falling as if the universe was crying
"I don't care if you don't feel the same atleast i'm honest with my feelings and i liked it that way. You've always owned my heart and you'll always" said Ryan giving her that umbrella, and running away alone in that rain shower leaving behind the tears of love.....

"What did he say?" Ulyssa asked in the car
"Nothing" May replied looking at that umbrella with a teary eye

"You know why it rains?" May asked Ulyssa
"Why?" Ulyssa asked
"When two people love each other truly it always rains.....
The nature tries to give a signal that way...That they are made for each other in this universe or in another" said May

                      After 2 Weeks

          *Their Final exam beguns*

May and Ryan couldn't get to see one another after that day. They both gaved their finals and passed out their highschool. May was happy on the day on passing out but at the same moment was missing Ryan badly
"Their wasn't a day when i didn't missed you, your memories,your scent, your eyes and you..." said May looking at the sky with a heavy heart.

                              TBC




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