“DARK RAIN”
I was been busy doing the chores in the house, syempre I want to rest for a while kase super duper tired na ako. At least naman clean and tidy na ang lahat.
I watered the plants especially the garden with full of blooming and refreshing flowers, I washed the plates na super sandamakmak and it makes my knees tired.
Plantsado na rin mga dresses and clothes ko, pati na rin yung hinanger ko sa labas yung mga nilabhan ko. I put all of it on the drawer.
I swept already the floors, the dusts and dirt, and arranged the untidy messy things every sulok ng bahay. Nag vacuum na rin ako tsaka umigib ng water sa neighborhood.
I get my diary and marked my checklist, okay na lahat so it's time for me to take a good rest and a beauty sleep.
Papunta na sana ako upstairs nang bumulong ang napakalakas na wind and it makes my me freeze for a minute. It's getting rain pala.
I closed the windows in all sets of room and close the door. Hindi po ako afraid sa rain, I love rain especially by looking at them.
Hindi masyadong noisy kaya feel na feel kong kumanta sabay ulan. I'm either not scared of thunderstorm, I love watching thunderstorm with rain especially with super wind.
Instead na matutulog ako, I went downstairs para pagmasdan sila. I went to the window and witnessing how beautiful the rain was.
Kaya pala ang dark kanina kase nga uulan, I hope hindi babagyo, katakot kase. I hate rain disasters kase it affects us humans like floods, landslides, tsunamis and earthquakes so I pray for God that everything's gonna be alright.
Hindi ko naririnig ang hiyawan ni rain ft. thunderstorm tsaka ni wind pero I see they are together. Hindi ko rin expected na tumulo yung mga luha ko sa invalid reason. Ba't kaya?
"Why are you crying at?" Bulong ko sa sarili ko.
As I witnessed the heavy rain in the street, may biglang sumulpot sa isipan ko na syang pagtulo ng tears ko. Is this tears of joy or sadness?
I can't explain everything. It seems like more pain yung nafelt ko. Nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa puso.
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Oo nga pala, I almost forgot the accident in my past, my parents passed away in the same situation, heavy rain.
They are actually going back home when suddenly a lighting hitted the car where Mom and Dad was inside.
Gusto kong mag move on kase masasaktan lang ako, iiyak lang ako and I'm just gonna blame myself because wala akong nagawa para iligtas sila, my past trauma really killed me and until now palagi pa ring bumabagabag sakin.
God! I was too weak, sana hindi nangyari yun. I missed them but it's too late for me to say sorry and I love you both because you gave me everything.
I will never forget you both. I wish I was the one who hit by that lighting instead of you both. I'm so sorry.
Ma, Pa, wherever and whenever you are right now, your daughter is still waiting for you. I'm here waiting in the window. Mag-isa na lang po ako, hoping e guide nyo po ako sa journey ko ket wala na kayo.
I love heavy rains especially when it's dark, pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na happy pill kong pagmasdan ang pagbuhos ng ulan, now I hate that dark rain.
It reminds me of my trauma in the past that my parents will never be back into reality and especially in my life again.
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