Raye's One Shot Stories (Compilations)

One Shot Stories 19

“My Valentino”

I really admired this guy since then. I saw everything to him. Everything's about him were perfect for me. And I think, he's the one and right person for me.

I don't see anything that makes me turn off. I definitely got motivated whenever I saw him at school.

And sometimes, I got inspired and enlightened even at my darkness. Who completed my day, whom I want to be with in my future someday.

The one who totally caught my attention and stole my achy heart. For me, he's more than enough. He's intelligent, smart, and has this nice personality that everyone can fell in love with.

Actually, he's my cutie pie honeybunch sugarplum crushiecakes. It melts my heart everytime we met at school.

Those eye contacts and small interactions and those sparks and chemistry we had both.

He's an English Major and so I am. We're both future English educators soon. He's good at everything that's why I fell harder. He's a guitarist while I'm a writer. He's good at Math while I'm good at essays.

He's not that tall but definitely dark and had that charisma of being a handsome human being. He's an extrovert while I'm an introvert. He's a Sanguine and Choleric while I'm a Melancholy and Phlegmatic.

We're both achievers. We're both religious in different beliefs, traditions, cultures and religion. He's a subanen christian while I'm a maguindanao with a blood of maranao.

But despite of our difficulties, despite of our uniqueness, still love conquers all. Still I'm in love with him.

The way you speak, the way you interact with me, I know and I feel that this what they say love.

Not just a true love but definitely a real love. You're definitely those butterflies in my stomach.

If this is infatuation, then it you're wrong but this is the best love I've ever had in my life. You had everything I'm looking for someone.

But sadly, he's already with someone else who's better than me. Lately, I knew that he's already in a relationship with someone else that much better than me.

I don't even know what's the reason of choosing her over me like because of those mentioned words above?

I felt hurt seeing him happy with her like how I wish I would be that girl. Like I wish I was in her place, I was in her position.

Like that should be me instead of her. It's hard to let go of someone you've really love more than everything.

I'm too softhearted. I'm too weak to express and confess what I really felt for him before it's too late.

He's already happy with her nursing girlfriend now like a lot of knives slowly killing me one by one. I always prayed him in every situation.

I always performed my daily prayers and I cried over him for his safety, health and status but I think prayers isn't enough for how much love I would had for him.

We can't control everything right? Like we're always hoping for them to notice us but they'll just notice others. I want to cry in front of him but I can't.

My tears were scared to face him. But maybe we're not meant for each other. Adoring you isn't that easy to handle, you're kind that lucky aren't you?

So since it's Valentine's Day today, Happy Heart's Day my Valentino. I still love even though you can't even love me back.

Sorry I'm too emotional now but I know this will end soon. I have no choice but to set you free and be with her. I

I don't have the rights to stop you from loving her and even the rights to love me in the same way.

I misses everything about you but now, I'm more than hurt to let you go, to go find your Valentine, to erase and delete this feelings slowly.

I'm tired on chasing, praying, hoping and expecting from your love. I'm just nobody here and I deserved that pain. Thank you for giving me an inspiration to let my heart again fell for others.

You taught me to fight for my love and to sacrifice everything for someone's happiness. I love you and will always be in my heart this love that you never ever deserve, my Valentino.

Maybe you found the real love on her and that would never be me. It's february, the month of love and you should be happy, enjoy and celebrate this special day once for a lifetime.

I can be your Valentine until your Valentine will cross over in your life. I can still and always be your Valentine.

I'm always here and there to support you, to cheer for you and to love you the way you love her. 

I thought this day is the best day in my life forever. The moments, the memories and everything that reminds me of you was just a pain in my heart, mind, soul and life.  I know it hurts but let's enjoy everything like there's nothing happened.

Tomorrow is another day and I hope this pain will heal me slowly until I slowly forget you too. You'll always be my Valentino not just this Valentine's Day but forever. I'm too dramatic but at least I expressed and confessed everything to you just through this story.

It's really a one-sided love where I was able to enchanted by you, where I was able to love someone and that's you but it will end here and that would be all.

You're the stars that hard to reach and memory that hard to forget. You gave me those strengths in my weakness situations. You gave me everything that I shouldn't find to the others.

Love has an end but for me, it always stays. You're one of the reasons while I'm still standing here, watching you with that perfect smile.

And if I would ever to given the chance to love again, to find someone who'll love me for everything, I will always choose you.

We may not be together but I know and I always wish that one day, time will come, we will be meant for each other.

I can't wait for it to happen. Sometimes the one we always wanted for isn't really for us but even though, we should always admire them from afar even it hurts us the most.

Love will always find ways to meet us again. I know in God's will, it will. And everything that reminds me of you is such a blessing but maybe I should limit myself towards you to hide this pain and not to bother you anymore.

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