Raye's One Shot Stories (Compilations)

One Shot Stories 16

“Worst Confession”

It's so rare to find someone who prays the best for you. It's kinda weird pero crush ko siya. Not just because I admired him from afar nor I liked everything about but because I see my future in him. Naks ang swerte niya. May secret admirer siyang kagaya ko.

He's Kairos, 19. Tall, dark and handsome and heartrob sa school namin. I'm one of his suitors since then. The way he smile makes my heart melting and flutters. Ang formal niya tingnan. Hot na mafia pa. Perfect!

Suplado nga lang siya but I never get tired watching his actions and stared him from head to toe. You're the apple of my eye. Siya nga yung topnotch sa batch namin. Ako na topnotch sa puso niya chariz lang. Genius to all subjects unlike me na kahit solving sa math 'di pa magawa hays.

Opposite statuses but hoping to have same feelings. I always looked away when he noticed that I keep staring at me. And don't you know? He silently looking at me too. Naks heaven mga beshy. Ewan ko if nag delulu or assumera lang talaga ako pero hindi e. Iba pakiramdan ko. I feel he likes me too. He reciprocate my feelings. Sana. Claiming and manifesting.

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Birthday niya ngayon and we planned with our classmates na e surprise siya. Not just a surprise like giving him a cake to blow, a birthday party with food and balloons, or a party game but definitely giving him gifts and regalo ko sa kaniya is syempre ako joke lang. I want to confess since matagal na kaming close to each other. Maybe it's the right for him to know how much I loved him. I want to face my fear. Bahala na si Batman.

Reject? Naaah. I'm aware of that. Ready na mga tissues ko, pillows tsaka blankets ko sakaling ma reject ako. At least I'm true to myself, I'm honest with my feelings to him and there's nothing wrong with it. At least man lang ma express ko sa kaniya how much I admired him. How he taught me to value love.

Eto na nga. The birthday celebration started. Sa school namin ni held since I'm the SSG President kaya ako nagpasimuno. Diba bad influence? HAHAHA okay lang basta para sa'yo. Nag decide akong magpa birthday party sa freedom stage to make him surprise kaya nag planned na rin ng mga pranks. And isa na ang prank kong confession but to be honest, hindi na'to prank. For real na talaga. Ewan ko ba if tanga ako or ganito lang ako ka overwhelmed and confident mag confess.

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Here he comes. I can't wait. Papunta na us sa most exciting part of the story. This is it pancit. Kai, I liked you. Ay mali. I love you na pala hehe. Sana e reciprocate mo din feelings mo sa'kin. Ayaw ko mag assume pero when it comes talaga sa'yo, wala e tiklop na naman ako. Okay lang bahala ana. I already told myself, whatever might be the outcome of this, I'm aware. I'm ready to accept the reality pero Lord, sana this time I won be hurt again. Kumbaga sa lotto, this would be the last na itataya ko ang puso ko kaya hoping ito na talaga.

"Surprise!" Sigaw naming lahat nang buksan niya ang pinto ng classroom namin.

Shet! Ang gwapo talaga e! Perfect na perfect para sa'kin. Ang aking future right person. He was very shocked and can't believed for what we did. I hope you're happy with, with your special day rather. Mahal ka palagi, aking iniirog. Happiest birthday to the man I loved. My everything. Sana happy ka today. I love you always.

We sang him the greetings and I saw him starting to cry. Chars. Small things basta ikaw bebe. Naks. For the first time ko din siyang makita na umiyak. Tears of joy. But magiging maligaya ka kapag kasama mo'ko. Chariz ulit.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIROS!"

"Thank you so much everyone. Love y'all." He replied so handsomely. You're very welcome minamahal. I love you too HAHAHA.

"I dare y'all to send your birthday messages to Kai as a gift. So let's start!" Sabi ng secretary sa classroom namin.

They pushed me to send my birthday message first kaya I have no choice. I remain speechless, ang gwapo talaga e. Tiklop ako nito. Makalaglag panty era HAHAHA. I don't know what to say now that he's front of me. I wanna back out and distance pero wala e, magkaharap na kami. Ano sasabihin ko? A birthday message or my confession. My heart beats faster and I can't help it. Catch me, I'm fallen for you. Sige na nga. Breath in, breath out. Inhale, exhale! Sige let's start. Bahala na si Batman.

"Happiest Birthday, Kai. I hope you enjoy your special day today. God bless and stay humble and kindhearted one. I, we always pray for your good health. Stay handsome hihi. I just wanna say that if you need someone to talk to, just approach me anytime. And I have also something to tell you if you would mind. I know it's weird but, I, I." He cut my words and confusedly stares at me. Ang gwapo beh!

"I? What?" Cold nitong reply.

"I like you, Kai. Since then. Yes I know ang kapal ng mukha kong iharap sa'yo 'tong feelings ko sa special day mo now but I can't stop it. I'm think I'm in love. I'm fall in love with you. Sorry." Yumuko ako ulit and tatalikod na sana nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko kaya napaharap ako ulit sa kaniya.

"Happy Birthday!" I greeted him again and binitawan ang kamay kong hinawakan niya.

He remained speechless. Yes. I know and ayoko nang mag expect. Only one answer I'm sure with that reaction, rejection HAHAHA. Ayoko naman sjyang maging akin pero sana hindi ka mapunta sa iba. Hindi ko kakayanin pa.

"Thank you for loving me but, I can't reciprocate the love you have for me. I'm sorry. Thank you for the love and greetings Ms. Pres." He replied and hugged me so tight and my tears fell from his shoulders.

It was the very unexpected first time that I hugged by a man and not just a man but a man of my heart, my crush in his special day pa. I was shocked and speechless but my eyes tells everything. Yes. Loud and clear. He rejected my feelings. Hindi niya kayang e reciprocate ang feelings ko sa kaniya. Kinda hurt right? Pero I can't forced him to love me the way I love him. I loved someone but I forgot to love myself.

Honestly, I put all the love remains in me to him, but in the end, I'm still the one suffers. At least I confessed my feelings towards him. As I always said, I'm aware at rejections because even myself can't accept the reality of everything. It's a lesson learned from me. I'm can't do anything pa. Ang sakit. Para akong binagsakan ng langit at lupa.

I still smiled while looking at his handsome face. I wipe my tears with my hands and walk a distance far away from him, from the crowd. I felt hurt and it's like my heart break into pieces. I feel broke even though it's just a confession. I hope you're happy with your birthday today. I went outside the room, far away from the crowd to blow out this pain I'm feeling at. I can't breathe because of too much pain killing me.

I wipe my tears and I went upstairs. I went to the rooftop. Yes. Tanga ako pero gagawin ko 'to. Masaya ka na Kairos? You hurt everything about me. Yes. Confession lang para sa'yo pero para sa'kin it's a big deal anymore. I close my eyes whole holding my hands together. And unexpectedly I slipped out from the roof and fell down from the building. I'm not supposed to do this thing but kelangan. Ayoko na. Pagod na'ko. No one loves me. Palitan niyo na ang SSG President niyo, palitan niyo na ako. Useless naman buhay ko e HAHAHA. Goodbye everyone.

"Happy Birthday, Kairos. Enjoy your day. I love you. HAHAHA."

As I've uttered those words, everything surrounds me went black and my heart beat never pump anymore.

News Report: SSG President of Stanfield National High School, fell down from the Academic Building this afternoon.
Cause of Death: Suicide

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