Naisho, The secrecy villain [Villain Deku AU]

Chapter 9 - The past changes people

*Dabi POV - New POV, i am so proud of myself as i dont think i've written in Dabi's pov for months now.. Maybe even never.. ANYWAYS, there is gonna be mentions of violence, gore, etc. I dont really know, and im writing this at midnight as i can't sleep. I have included an image of Sakura above so you have an idea of what she looks like!*

Hawks: "The Hero Commision..."

I looked at the ground, brow furrowed. Izu sat opposite me on the side on the armchair, also avoiding eye contact.

Hawks: "There were four of us in our group. Dabi, Izu, I, and... Our group was dragon, our tattoos the same. I arrived first, and Dabi came two years later, then Izu two years after Dabi. We all arrived there at a young age, all between six and nine. Over time, we would be taken to training grounds, testing our quirks, gaining physical strength, and upgrading our stamina and reaction times. We worked from about 6.30 till 9.30.. 15 hours of work a day. It took its toll on us. We would slack off in training, fall asleep in line, and collapse of exhaustion most of the time. We never had a break or a day off unless the trainers were away. When Dabi reached the age of 14, he and our last group member started to go on night patrols. These lasted from 10pm to about 3am, they got less and less sleep. Multiple times, they came back injured from fights or stumbling from over-working themselves."

Kei was staring at the ceiling as he spoke, speaking in a calm manner but also blinking bery quickly, trying not to cry.

Hawks: "All this had different effects on us. Izu slowly lost his sense of happiness and joy. Dabi's quirk burnt him more often. I was unable to fly properly. And S.. We lost our identities. Our names were replaced, our belongings stolen from us other than a few small items, they even changed our birth certificates so we no longer existed in the world. Izu became Yurei, Dabi became Kosuke, and I became Hawks. It was torture.. take hell and multiply it by two. That is roughtly galf of how f[]cking bad it was there. No one helped us. No one cared for us. No one came to save us.. even the other kids hated us as we were the top group. Heh.. its strange how the world turns on people they dont deem worthy."

Bakugo: "Uh.. i dont mean too interrupt, but you said four in your group. You have only mentioned three."

Shiggy: "Yeah, why you missing someone out birdbrain."

A tear slid down Hawks' cheek.

Hawks: "I missed them as they are missing.. and they can't come back.."

Izu rubbed his face with his sleeve. He had been close to Sakura, he didnt seem to register she was gone until they made the announcement over a month later.

Hawks :"Dabi.. you tell them i - i can't.."

I nodded, looking back at the floor.

Dabi: "Our fourth member of the group was Sakura. She arrived there after being abandonded in the back alleys. She was raised there, only taught how to fight. She.."

My voice trailed off.

Izuku: "Her quirk was amazing. She could control lifelines of people to a certain extent, being able to heal them but also kill them. She arrived there age two, Kei turning up five years later. She was alone until then. Her hero name was Kasumi. She loved nature and all living things."

Hawks: "Didn't love Madam President of the trainers though did she."

Izu chuckled slightly.

Izuku: "Don't you remember? She always said that she couldn't love them as they were not human. They were more like a fungus you found in the showers, always coming back even if you dont want it."

Kei laughed, smiling for the first time since he got here. I smiled as well.

Bakugo: "But that doesn't explain why you said she was gone."