Naisho, The secrecy villain [Villain Deku AU]

Chapter 14 : F[]ck society

An: Hello! I am here to explain! So y'know how Touya proposed to the ghost of Kei and spoke about how they are dating? Yeah this is that chapter. I hope it makes sense. W: Keigo/Touya angst [?], mentions of alcohol, suicide, DabiHawks [obvi]. DONT READ IF YOU DONT LIKE THESE!!!

*********Kei POV-5 years ago **********

Enji: "Hawks.."

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Enji: "Hawks!"

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Enji: "HAWKS!"

I jumped and looked up from my laptop screen, shutting the lid.

Kei: "Oh, sorry Endeavor. What were you saying?"

Enji: "There is a new Villain on the loose. We need you to scout the area he was last seen in. We believe he also has a younger accomplise."

Kei: "On it sir! I shall head of soon."

I stood up and picked up my laptop and jacket.

Enji: "Hawks. Do not engage with them. at all."

I nodded my head and left the room.

^Why would I engage with villains..^

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I soared above the rooftops, gliding on the breeze. It was nice. The air was cool but not freezing. Freedom was one thing I never knew, but if I was free, this is how I would want to feel all the time.

^I wonder what freedom would have felt like for Izu and Touya.. would it have been with their family or..^

I shook my head, climbing higher in the sky.

^Don't think about them. They are dead. You don't need to worry about them anymore.^

The air got colder the further up I flew, the air turning icy and my breath a mist infront of my face. My body shool from the cold, my nose and fingertips turning pink. I shut my eyes tightly, covering my face with my hands.

^I need to go down.. I'll freeze.

No. You deserve this pain, you let them die.

I can't feel my hands.. my wings are going numb..

You deserve this.

My head hurts..

You deserve this.^

I dove, folding my wings in close to my body. The cool air became warmer, the sound of the cars and trucks getting louder. The breeze became stronger, pushing in on me from all sides.

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The ground was coming closer, shouting of drunks from the pubs becoming louder.

^It's loud..

Why am I not pulling up..

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There's so much shouting..

When will it be quiet..

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I need to pull up..

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I'm going to hit the ground!^

My eyes snapped open and I spread my wings. Car horns screamed at me as I rose again.

Endeavor[earpiece]: "Hawks what are you doing?"

Kei: "I am looking for the villain. What do you think I'm doing?