☘️lets break up ☘️

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Reconcile
Part 2

Hanbin lost on his thoughts but he have to be brave dont show his worries. Crying everytime he is alone , locks bathroom door and be gone for 1 hours. He lost his meaning of life. Right now, they at dorm. Everyone chilling Hanbin still reading fans comments but nothing change still same critism. His tears dropping , holding his sobs . He  laughs and talks to everyone who doesn't joke, but his imagination is somewhere else. In the commentary, he read how beautiful Gyuvin and Yujin's friendship was. Why are fans like that?Why do they separated?every time he saw his members playing with their parthers he felt jealous and sad.
Gyuvin: hyung, why you sitting here everything is okay?
Hanbin: Gyu i dont know what to do Hao hyung left me i dont know why mqaybe he afraid of what other people think. He sign
Gyuvin: hyung if our zerose real fan they never do things like this you know they ship me with everyone you , matthew hyung, yujin, Taerae hyung, Ricky but i love Yujin. So dont be like that.
He left Hanbin again left alone but he dont know Hao also suffering what he did everytime he cries before sleeping , misses old days but he have to. Fandoms should be positive everytime or they rank will drop. He went to Ricky.
Hao:, Ricky did i wrong?
Ricky was playing with his bae : hyung, dont worry he will be alright he is strong still teasing taerae.
Hao: u dont understand me or hanbin because your bae with you😓 he sad angrily.
Ricky-dont take your anger from me he throw ball to Taerae.
Hao is his room staring screen watching Hanbin's fancam. His mind blank as white paper he notice Hanbin smiling so sweetly to camera but he only doing it for fanservice. He turn off ipad lying on his bed. Am I wrong? He looked so pitiful   but fans not seeing it. Signing someone call him he look at screen it was Matthew.
Matthew : hyung can you come company
Hao: why? Why you sound worry what happen still lying.
Matthew: hanbin hyung , he suddenly fainted. Can you please take him to home i know you there.
Hao: ok but what about others?
Where are they?
Matthew: they didnt pick my call so im calling you he was like running
Hao: ok i will take him  he was really worried now why no one cares about his love , what about our manager its his job or he just ignore it? What about others ? They gone too he called Gyuvin.
Hao: Gyuvin where are you?
Gyuvin: out of town ? What happened? I take day off with Yujin remember?we still in car.
Hao: haa okay enjoy your trip. He hung up. He called Ricky
Ricky: nee~ hyung?
Hao: where are you at?
Ricky : me and Taerae hyung going company to meet for next  show manager choose us .
Hao didnt say anything: ok bye
He take his wallet call taxi and went to company. He is idol but still taking taxi 🙄 (wakeone )
He was now at company saw they manager. He was talking with other staff not even caring his member. He sasily: hello, mr Cha where is hanbin?
Manager: dont know suppose to be at show right now.
Hao: SUPPOSE to be huh ? You dont even now my band member how can you be our take carer he passed by other staff. He went studio where is shooting show. There was Matthew , Hanbin, Gunwook, jiwoong
Hao: guys where is Hanbin ?
Matthew: sitting over there please take him to home he not in state to shoot
Jiwoong: be careful he didnt listening to anyone Gunwook suggest us to call to you so we called you.
Gunwook whispered:  rebound hyung he looking awful. He pat his shoulder.
Hao take steps to go over where is Hanbin.
Hao: can you stand up.?
Hanbin look up  with puppy eyes it was tears he was holding it. He dont want show his weakness.
Hao: im asking ! Stand up or need help? He asked with frown
Hanbin doesnt want his lover i mean his ex lover to sulk so he replied.
Hanbin: i can stand up by myself he tried to stand he did it but he couldnt control himself he was about fall but Hao hold his waist and pull him to himself.
Hao: still stubborn hmm he take his hand off.
Hanbin: i can walk
Hao: i see he being sassy
Hanbin take step  smiled alittle bit because he didnt his lover voice for while.
Hao: ok lets go they now out of company waiting for taxi.
Hao: why our manager so careless we are going by car again
Hanbin: he also busy
Hao: dont take his side wdm by  busy he was talking gossiping with staff earlier. Taxi arrived they reach home fast. Hao was about go his room but Hanbin grab his wrist. Saying with sad but sounding lovely voice
Hanbin: can we start again ? I miss you .he caressing Hao hand.
Hao silent. Hanbin: hyung i think i cant take anymore please dont ever leave me , it  feels like someone stabbed me with knife broke my heart into pieces  tearing everytime i was you with members smiling , joking around it was so painful. Our love shouldnt be fanservice ,  we also human so have desire and feelings you know it too well. Hyung, i was so happy with i have you around my hands i smiled every freaking seconds, i missed you tease the way you also protect me , im not  strong to face this challenges , i need you to walk by this problems. But if  you  dont love me i will back off and be happy for you. When you werent with me it was like i lost my own sunshine , my happiness, my love, my other half, my desire, my hope , my motivation inspiration,  you are my art ,my song ,my everything Can you be again mine ? Please
Hao was blushing so hard couldnt stop tearing up he start to speak:you know Hanbin-a i wouldnt break up with you even someone suggest me 1000000 dollar or money. I did it because of our supporters  zerose i thought they didnt like us whenever we close so i didnt say it break up word but after that my sunny day turn to gloomy day it was like i lost my light. Im so sorry for saying it and avoiding you . I love so so much you now it well. Sobbing im sorry for making his tough things more challenging i thought you will be fine if i break up with you but you lost your smile and your sparkling eyes but i back off everytime even though i saw you like that.  your question! I would love it and never make you this broken . He hugged Hanbin Hanbin hold his waist smiling ao brightly still tears dropping. They pulled from hug looking each other sweetly , they share smile they eyes shining  lightly. Hanbin pulled Hao to kiss. It was sweetest reconcile after all , they kissing each other gently hanbin exposing each corner of his red panda mouth. But suddenly pull out.
Hao: what was it? He whined
Hanbin: i love you so much whiny baby he kissed top of hao nose
Hao: i love you ❤️ too he peck hamcat cheeks.

That part is  finished too. Sorry waiting you all so long , i lost my inspiration so it take so long🙃😘
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