Her Merman - Her Captive.

13

I know damn well I have to be more cautious in my sleep, from the incident of her, maybe confessing to me? I have no idea, but I do feel the same way.

I need to fucking snap out of it, its not something I should do unless I do have stockholm syndrome and if I do have it then I'm fucked up and need therapy.

Its a fucking mental illness, but I can't stop loving her and that's what I fucking hate so much about it, I need to make her be with me.

With me, only me.

Mine, only mine.

No one else.

But it can't be like that.

She's just my captivator and I can't fuck up this mission, maybe after this mission I could come back with a proposal, or maybe try to lure her towards me?

Chances of that happening are fucking low, I think I could actually make something happen.

I just need her to trust me, me and only me.

Forbidden things have a secret charm, and I'll hunt her down after this mission if I have too.

For her, only her.

No one else.

But how could I do that? Chances are so low, its fucking useless to try it.

She would probably decline unless I force her too, and marry her some how.

I have no idea about her family tree, if I knew any struggles I could use that to advantage but I don't, I know she probably works as a spy, asassian, detective or is just a simple person with a gun license, but chances of that are so low, it has to be anything except a detective, and definitely not a police.

If I knew where she was working, I could try to fire her before giving some marriage proposal involving her financials being paid? No, that's just fucking stupid but could be plan C.

"Scarlet, my little scarlet..."

I whispered as I nuzzled more into her hair, holding her tight as she slept in my arms, I'd say  it was around 2am but that does not matter to me, being with her matters to me.

"Little bird, you won't go far...after I finished my duties, I'll come back for you."

I hissed in a low voice and nuzzled in deeper into her hair.

I fluttered my eyes shut as she kept on snoring, her hands kept clinging onto me ever since she fell asleep around 11pm.

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I nuzzled out of her hair, taking in the lavender scent of her hair before letting out a small yawn and looking at the time.

'5:12am'

Damn, it was earlier then expected.

I looked back to see Scarlet sleeping, she may be my captivator but it doesn't mean I can't admire her when she's asleep.

Fuck, she might be cruel, but she doesn't know how cruel I can be.

My true colours will slowly show, the more possessive I get over her, the worse my cruelty to others is.

Anyone who dares to mess with her will face the most cruelest things anyone could've thought of, the most deadliest stuff one could face, the most violent things that no one could even dare to do, I'd risk it all for her.

And that's what I fucking hate.

I hate how possessive I am for her, how desperate I am to hear her voice, how I get calm only by seeing here, even if its for a split second.

I watched as she groaned and slowly opened her eyes.

"Why are you not hugging me?"

She says in a voice that makes her voice feel like she's crying from how sleepy she is.

I leaned in and wrapped my hands around her as she immediately nuzzled into me.

"Don't let go."

She says before nuzzling into me and gripping my arms as I wrap my hands tighter around her.

"I wont go, Scarlet, I won't ever go."

I say as I lean in closer.

"But you have to get up."

She immediately let out a cry of frustration.

"But its five something something in the morning."

Her protests were useless as I laughed.

"Stop laughing!"

She said as she turned to the other side, her back facing me.

I slide my hands to her waist before pulling her back against me.

"Alright, why's Scarlet so grumpy today?"

Fuck, that sounds like something you'd say to a toddler throwing a tantrum.

She didn't say anything and squirmed and wiggled, trying to escape my grasp.

"Scarlet, I'll cuddle you if you get up."

She stopped and flipped, her face facing mine.

"How long?"

I looked over, it was 5:32am.

"All the way till 6:30."

"Fine, but we can chat after ten minutes."

She then moved around and rolled back and front before opening her eyes and crawling between my arms to cuddle me as I chuckled.

We ended up talking about her future plans for her upcoming meeting in the company, I didn't manage to get the company name but when I do, then I need to start my plan.

I told her some more additional idea's, maybe it could help her?

We ended up getting up at 7am, thirty minutes later then expected but the whole day went as usual.