"Taehyung ah" Yoongi called the younger who was lost in his thoughts. He thinks it was just the first time Yoongi called him but it was actually the fifth already.
"Ne hyung?" He snapped out of it and stood up, walking towards the hyung that called his attention.
"Do you think you can help us with some lyrics here?" Yoongi asked, opening the door to their workroom. Taehyung saw the messy work table with papers and pen scattered. Sticky notes were pressed on the monitors with key words on them. "We're kind of lacking in this area in the pre-chorus part" Yoongi explained and the younger one nodded, only one thing in mind.
Park Hana
"Its about being unable to let go of her even if it hurts already, right hyung?"Taehyung confirmed.
"Well yeah, its like when--" the elder one got cut off when the younger started talking.
"You don't have to explain, hyung. I understand it very well." He sighed, sitting on the couch as he grabbed a pen and started thinking.
How can it be hard for him to get an inspiration when he himself is experiencing the exact same situation.
"How about let's do it as two contradicting voices. One voice loves her and wants to make it work, and the other's just is well let's just say angry." Taehyung said, going over to the computer to hear the beat before trying to enter words in it. Yoongi listens into the younger one's suggestion, helping him out edit some of the words and fixing a few part of the music and as they sang with the music they created, Yoongi was satisfied and Taehyung sighed.
I'm sorry, (I hate you) I love you. (I hate you) Forgive me.
Should we end this now? Why can't I end it myself even when I see that you don't want to continue it anymore? Why... am I torturing myself like this? Those were the thoughts that are preoccupying Taehyung's mind as of the moment.
"Hyung I'll just go to the convenience store." Taehyung said, standing up as he left the workroom, also leaving his hyung quite worried.
Taehyung grabbed a face mask and his hat and started towards the door, leaving the dorm in silence. He wasn't the normal Taehyung his members were used to. He was too quiet and was always spacing out and as other's wanted to know, they couldn't get it out of Taehyung because he just would space out even if you talk to him.
He was staring at the floor as he walked down the quiet streets of Seoul. It was near midnight and most of the people are in their homes, taking a rest. He entered the convenience store and went straight to the drinks station, staring off into the glass mirror.
"..... I think it's cool. Don't you think so too, Hana?" Taehyung asked. They were in the same convenience store where they usually hang out late at night because people come in less which means, less exposure since he is a well known idol now. He excitedly looked over to his girlfriend beside her, obviously not listening as her thoughts were preoccupied with something he'd always want to know yet was shut away from him. This wasn't the first time this happened.
"Hana?" He asked again, taking in her hand when she flinched by his sudden action. She looked at him and forced a smile, shaking her head lightly as she slides her hands off of his. A simple gesture that caused an aching pain in Taehyung's heart.
"Sorry, it was my fault." Hana said, looking down. Giggles were heard from the entrance and they found a couple displaying their affection freely, holding hands as they laugh without having to hide anything.
Taehyung looked over to Hana once again with sorrowful eyes, wanting to give all the love that he can to the girl he loved but he couldn't. It was hurting him, seeing her girlfriend look at the couple longingly, knowing it was what she want, heck what any one would want but it just couldn't happen in his situation..

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