BTS One Shot Collection (Request Closed)

Jimin

Yuumin sat on her living room, thinking about the things to do for her upcoming anniversary with her 2 years boyfriend, Park Jimin. They've been together even before Jimin debuted and it was the best times but as much as Yuumin supports him and wants him to continue pursuing his dreams and be happy, she can't deny the fact that she's a little upset every time she feels neglected.

She understand that it's hard for Jimin to keep up with being her boyfriend and being an idol all at the same time and how much she tried telling him that he'd be better off without her, yet all he did was beg for her not to leave her. She didn't leave and she loved him alright, but she can't help but think that he truly is better off without her. No more stress over hiding that he has a girlfriend. No more stress about having an obligation to someone outside of work. No more stress about thinking of her safety with sasaeng fans lurking around the corner and he could just live his life, living the dream and being happy with the boys without thinking about a girl that's waiting for a goodnight text, going out of his way just to meet up with her and spend some time with her, risking being seen by fans or paparazzi.

"Snap out of it, Yuumin!" She told herself as she sat up from her bed and walked around her room. "Why focus on the negative sides when Jimin's doing his best for you. He isn't even giving up when he's the one having the hard time here and what are you doing huh?"

But what's the reason to stay when all I do is give him stress and worry, being such a pain?

Yuumin shook off the bad thoughts, sitting down on her study table and opening her notebook as she starts planning for the dinner she wants to prepare for Jimin. A smile made a way to her face as she remembers the day before he debuted, and the day they had their last date as a normal couple.

"Jiminie..." She said as they stood infront of her front door. "You'll be an idol from tomorrow onwards." She smiled and so did he.

"Never would have thought I'd have this chance. Never even thought I'd actually debut." he answered, taking in her hand as he smiled looking at it. "I never thought I'd be this lucky, doing what I love most as a living and having the girl I love by my side all throughout."

"That would be hard..." she said only above a whisper as she slowly slid her hand away from his, tears nearly forming in her eyes but she still smiled. "Being an idol alone is hard. I'll just be a burden so you have to leave me, Jimin ah." she said as Jimin looked at her, shaking his head as his mouth hang open, blinking his tears.

"No.... I don't have to leave you. I don't want to." he said, taking in her hand once more as he gave it a tight squeeze, not ever wanting to let go. "Don't do this Yuumin. Please." he pulled her into a tight hug, shaking his head. "No, Yuumin, please no."

"Jiminie.." Yuumin tried to pull away, having a hard time finding the strength to actually push him away. "It's okay. You'll be okay. You won't even get to have a time to worry about me once you're on the stage or having practices for your promotions and everything. You don't have to think about me so you'll be fine."

"I WONT!" he said, keeping his stand. "I won't ever be okay when I lose you."

"It will be hard, dating in secret and having to do all this while you're into practicing and performing and all that--"

"I don't care! I can do it! I'll show you."

"Jimin--"

"Do you love me?" he asked, letting go as his face cupped Yuumin's cheek. Yuumin cries and takes a fist full of his unbottoned polo over his tshirt. She nodded as she closed her eyes.

"Do you think this is easy for me? I hate you. I tried so hard not to cry infront of you." she said, her face looking down but Jimin tilted it up again with tear stained cheeks as he looks into her eyes lovingly.