Tainted Hearts: A Tale Of Toxic Passion.

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Jimin was in his bed, he hadn't come out of his room since a few days, the maid would put the food on the table but he wouldn't eat much.

"Close the lights." Jimin groaned as Sana switched on the lights and opened the windows.

"Oh god Jimin, how are you staying in this cell like room? It's so suffocating." Sana complained as he sat up rubbing his eyes."And you stink too. When was the last time you used the shower?" She said spraying the room.

"Get lost, you lived in the same room conditions when you had a heartbreak." He scoffed hugging his pillow.

"And I regret it. It's not like Jia is too bad that you shouldn't cry over her and she doesn't deserve it but Jimin, you yourself don't deserve to put yourself through this. You don't deserve living like this or to suffer pain." She tried to convince him.

"Looks like no one deserves me. Every girl I love, either breaks my heart or refuses to give me a chance." He looked down."I need to accept this. Slap me next time if I ever god forbid fall in love again." He said lying down on the bed again.

"Jia called me today, she wanted to know if you were okay." Sana said looking at the room. He was totally not okay, the room was dirty."You are not responding to her texts and she felt too awkward to call you."

"How can I be okay? Why would she even ask that?" Jimin scoffed stuffing his face in the pillow."And I Ofcourse don't want to talk with her, either on call or text, her platitudes are only going to hurt me. Tell her to use them on her clients instead. It's not going to benefit me."

"She was feeling bad for you, and I lied to her that you are okay so she didn't feel guilty." Sana replied.

"I wish I had proposed to her sooner." Jimin sighed puckering his lips."It's not her rejection but the regret of not making a move earlier. Why do I always lose in love?" Jimin groaned.

"You always get a better choice each time, Jimin. And I trust your destiny, you will find an even better girl this time, who would be made just for you." Sana tried to cheer him up.

"But I don't want better, who does that in love? It's not a business trade that I would look for better opportunities. I wanted her and I couldn't have her so I lost." Jimin whined.

"Don't think about her now, it's going to make our friendship awkward and she is getting married so it's unethical to feel that for her now." Sana told him and snatched his pillow.

"The fuck Sana, get out. Atleast let me greive completely. Or you want me to roam in the house like a dead body?" He complained tiredly."Look I can't be okay with this, and I can't pretend too. So let me prioritize my emotions." She sighed.

"I want you to get over her so I can attend her wedding without any guilt." Sana hit his back and stood up."Now I am going shopping, if you want you can come with me and try to groom yourself. It will help you move on from her." Sana offered with care."You don't have to attend the wedding, you won't like it nor would Jia feel comfortable with that but you have to lose your feelings for her before she marries her fiance." She said and left.

"She left the lights open." Jimin groaned and stood up before locking the door."She is insensitive, how can she go there looking at her brother in this condition? How can she watch his brother's love interest getting married to someone else knowing it's painful for me?" He complained as he plopped himself on the bed as darkness comforted him. "Does that man really love you more than me? I doubt that, I could be better. I wish you had chosen me instead." He said looking at her picture in his phone."Now you are nothing but a memory that won't be lost ever." He said hugging the pillow as he lightly threw his phone away.