From Dreams to Nightmares

Chapter 19

Octavia's perspective

And after all, what would we be without an ideal in life. A desire roused by passion, a mistake drawn by sin. A torment that slowly burns you. And I still can't understand how your love can do what another can't. Your touch drives me crazy, It's getting harder and harder not to touch you, not to give you every bit of me for you to devour. My lips are dry in search of yours to unite them and create a whole, to become the same person. A brief story. We don't care about empty words and whispers about sweet nothings anyway, the facts speak for us. And our deeds become more and more frivolous. But what about us? If we can't stay far away from each other. Your love gets the best of me and I embarrass myself in front of you to infinity Kalilah!

I look out the window at the cloudy sky. Not even a star was shining. The darkness was eternal, and the only source of light came from a small watch lamp burning dimly in one corner of the room. I hear the door open then close. It wasn't a loud sound, more of a muffled sound, as if it didn't want me to be aware of its presence but the scent gave it away. I can feel her arms around my stomach and her nails scratching my stomach. Her touch makes my heart skip a beat and my breath stop. But her hands were mobile and from my abdomen they made their way under my shirt making contact with my skin that was burning under the touch of her cold hands.

I lay my head back slightly as I feel her hands caressing my breasts, squeezing them a little and my now hardened nipples were pinched between her fingers creating an exciting hardness that only strengthened my erection in my pants. Mumbles came out of my mouth but no coherent words. And how could I stop her when all I wanted was to have her. To have her now and forever.

When her hand reaches my pants I can't help but moan. Her hand encircled my already hard and swollen member and the feeling of desire I had for her grew stronger. "Let me have you!" her voice echoed in the empty, dimly lit rooms as her hand rubbed the length of my cock.

"Then kneel down and tie your hair Kalilah!" I turn to face her and admire how she puts her hair in a ponytail and like a good girl kneels in front of me looking at me with her eyes big and blue like the sweet sea. She licks her lips and I swallow hard when I look at her. I could see her freckles in the moonlight and the image of her present position was so erotic that my knees trembled in anticipation.

"Do you know what to do or do you want me to guide you?" I almost silently ask her a little unsure of my question. But she makes room between my legs and pushes me so that I'm leaning against the windowsill. "Tell me what I have to do!" she tells me in her soft and sweet voice and the impatient tone she had added to the sensation between my legs. I pull down my pants exposing the image of my member for her to see. And her eyes widen when they look at me with such lust.

She wraps her hand around me, barely holding me but the movement of her rubbing back and forth along my length was building the lust of pleasure in my stomach. "Hold it tighter!" I tell her and she sharpens me, adding pressure and my eyes roll into the back of my head. The intensity of her speed was excruciating but when I feel her other hand on my thigh I look down at her and watch her with her mouth open and her hands clasped on the window sill as she runs her tongue over the tip of my cock.

"Take me in your mouth darling!" I tell her with a jerky breath. And her lips surround me gently sucking my head. My hands work their way into her hair, disturbing the hairstyle she did a few minutes ago tangling my fingers in her hair pulling her closer to take more of my length.

"I'm sure you can take more inside you!" I tell her and she takes my entire length into her mouth, my tip hitting the inside of her throat repeatedly and the sensation she gave me every time she choked almost made me cum too fast.

"Good girl, don't you dare stop, I'll finish too soon because of you!" Her pace picks up and she digs her nails into my hips. I can feel the orgasm building in my stomach as I can finish at any moment...

I was so close, I was at my climax. But she stops and my eyes open wide looking at her curiously. She rises to my level and scratches my chest with her nails, my hands want to make their way to her bottom but the moment my hands leave the window sill I am pushed, falling into the abyss, I was falling into the void and my heart was about to explode , I close my eyes tightly and then a bright light makes me open them again. Startled I look around, it was morning.

I couldn't find my familiar surroundings. I try to get up but it's hard as a fiery redhead seems to be sleeping peacefully in my arms. Her head had found its perfect place on my chest and with one hand she was hugging my bare waist because I wasn't wearing a shirt and our legs were tangled. And if she had been in this position, I would have said it wasn't my fault, but I, in turn, would have held her in my arms as if I never wanted her to leave.

The memories of last night hit me and the shame I feel right now consumes me enormously. Why did I come here? Why did I drink in the first place? I know what she did is unforgivable but I can't tell my heart that. But I still can't forgive her yet. At least that's what I deserve! "You know you talk in your sleep?" I hear her voice low and husky, after all, they were the first words she uttered since waking up. I don't move, but on the inside I panic when I see that the morning wood was visible without problems and the dream I had most likely caused the erection.

"Who would have thought that in bed with me you also dream of me, Octavia!" she tells me playfully and I swallow hard when I realize she's looking directly at the bulge in my pants. Why do I end up in this situation lately? It's like my body can't listen to me, and all it wants is her, only her.

I'm stuck as her hand makes its way to my erection and grabs onto it. And her eyes widen when she feels my strength. "Fuck, you're big!" she tells me and I take her hand off me and walk away from her. If this dizziness and headache didn't make everything seem so difficult. I try to get out of bed and luckily I see a glass of water and a medicine box on the bedside table. I take a few and try to stand up but her arms try to wrap around my abdomen. "Octavia don't leave, we can discuss everything that happened. You're the only person I want, I swear! She tells me, and I feel like I'm in tears, but I was holding back.
" What to see, it's already too late! Please don't touch me again!"

I got up slowly and started looking for my sneakers in the bathroom. I put on my shoes and go out the door but for a second I thought about the mistake I was making. I don't think I can go back on this decision. But at the end of the day I have every right to make mistakes just like she did. "You can't get rid of me, Octavia! When I want something, I get it, and I want you!" she screamed but the door was already closed behind me, making my way out of this house, and as far away from this girl as possible!

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