Do we love each other?

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Armaan's POV:

Now actually she is getting on my nerves, when she like me and I like her than what's the problem in being in a relationship. I got it that maybe she had her reasons but she can share them with me. I really want to know what actually she wants because it's not easy for a normal person like me to get what she wants. She wants me to be near her, only wants me to talk to her but still don't want me as her's. This really can't go on like this, she needs to stop taking me for granted and know her ways. This cannot go on and I am not making her go on like this. I am ready to do everything so I atleast expect that she tells me what's the problem. And if she still stays abundant then I have my own ways to make her mine, by hook or crook she is mine.

Ridhima came and sat next to Anya.

" Good morning." She said to both of us.

" Good morning." Anya said and I just said," Hmm."

The lecture started. Soon everything the lecture ended and I took my leave.

I heard Anya calling me," Armaan." But I ignored her.

Nor do I feel bad to ignore her because I am not her friend and I had never said I am one because for me, she was always more than that.

Anya's POV:

" Armaan!"

What the hell is wrong with him? He already likes Ridhima then when I said him that I can never come in a relationship why did he get angry. I should leave him on his own, if he also have some kind of attraction for me, it's better for him to let it go.

I can't destroy everything for both of us. If we came in a relationship, we both will be critised a lot and it may effect many things and I know I can never be on his level. I won't be able to suit myself in that rich and luxury life, I want my life simple and happy, not where I am surrounded by people around me wanting my man as theirs. And actually I have seen many rich people who first act like they love and then gradually they start losing their love when they came out in the outer world and see their partner is of no use of them. I really am scared about these things. I know Armaan is not like that but there is still a fear, what happens if he suddenly wants a divorce from me after marriage. Or if not this then he is a rich man, he would be surrounded by many women, who would be better than me in many things, there always will be a fear what if he sleeps with other women. I really can't live without that fear forever. And what if I don't let him touch me, he slowly start losing his love, I have seen many cases like that also.

And one thing, I have noticed about Armaan is that, he is dangerous. And this is the thing, I fear the most. If not the above cases then I know one thing, he really can be very dangerous. If I become his obsession, he won't leave me easily, and that fears the shit out of me. What if he doesn't let me follow my carrier because there I have to work with men. I have seen those losses men, who are like, " You don't have to work, I earn more than enough for us both. Buy whatever you want from my card but dare you step out." Fuck, that's so sexy in novels but not at all in real life, I will instead kick at the men's stomach in real.

I know maybe Armaan is not like that but their is a fear, fear which I got by seeing my surroundings. I want to give try to Armaan, I really want to give try to Armaan but once I became his girlfriend their is no escape. I can't turn and decide that I don't want to be your girlfriend. If I be his girlfriend that would be a big risk and I can't take that risk when I have other goals to achieve, I came here to achieve those goals, not to do this Babu - Shona.

After 2 days:-

I haven't seen Armaan around for two days as we didn't had any class. I feel like something is missing within me.