Falling into your smile Fanfiction

An unpredictable turn

The day of the championship

Tong yao's POV :

We headed back to our respective room after the first round of the game. And guess what ? We won!!
We're happy , too happy !! Though the final round will decide who will lift up the trophy but I can already feel the determination of myself and my teammates in order to win the next match. We were quite nervous for the first round and ofcourse why won't we ,we had our match with YQCB , heirophant is too difficult to deal with , but the constant practice and this sheer will to perform well in every match helped us come this far ,and now that we are here at the final step , there is no way we'll head back to our base without the trophy.

Oh my god ,can you believe this will be our third consecutive win !!
And to be honest, more than anyone else ,Lu sicheng deserves this trophy .
Yes ,it's his last match before he finally announces his retirement officially.
We all are equally emotional. It's hard to express it in terms of words how much we love our stern cold captain.

To process the information that we all won't be able to ride on our way back to ZGDX Base after every precious match ,we  won't be able to play the matches together anymore, breaks my heart.

Everyone is struggling in their own way and trying too hard  just to blur out the thought of our cheng's retirement.

Lao Mao acting crazy and talking bullshit in front of us but I saw how his eyes were all welled up today even while he had tons of weight in his hand during the workout.
Chubby has been skipping his meals since yesterday,telling us all that his stomach is upset although I know in my heart how upset he is.
Rui trying extremely hard to shadow up his sadness but the way he has pasted himself like a glue beside lu sicheng's chair while Cheng was practicing yesterday and even today roaming near him ,shows how much it's affecting him.

Ming is pretending to be as calm as a flowing river but to me he seems so distracted , not so focused on mending up the strategies for our match for the very first time

Lao K and lu yue are trying their best to light up the surroundings with their silly jokes and fights and everyone is equally contributing in their stupidity so as to distract themselves from all the sadness so that they can enjoy the moment one last time.
And here is me !! Watching everyone from a far sitting on this couch, smiling like an idiot after witnessing all their dumb moves before the reality hits me changing my smiling expression into all nervousness and stress.

Yes , It's finally the day !!!
The day to tell lu sicheng about everything that has been happening around with me. How will I confront him ?
How will he be able to sink it in all this chaos ? Should I really involve him in all this mess ?

No no no , i shouldn't think about all this after coming this far , I tried to calm down and make myself understood.

I know it will be devastating , it will be as hard for lu sicheng as it was for me when I first encountered the news ,but it's already too late and I can't keep him in the dark anymore.
I don't know how he will he react , but I know the fact that I'm all ready to confront all that he has to say after knowing about the situation.
I've already taken enough time to make myself understand that I will fight ,I won't give up , not so soon.

It was an extremely difficult situation in the initial days , to overcome all the negative thoughts dominating my mind wasn't easy at all . I was losing myself in between the fight of whether I should take a chance or give up already.
But you know what finally blurred out all the negative thoughts occupying my mind.
All these precious people in my life !!
Yes these people !!! My people !! My parents and jinyang were the only ones special to me when I came to ZGDX with no hope and expectations from anybody .But as  the days passed , I realised how deeply we all have bonded ,that how I can never think about my life without all these  stupid bunch of  people.
I can proudly say that eSports not only was the ladder to my successful life ,but also it brightened my life with the presence of my teammates and ofcourse my one and only Lu sicheng.