𝙁𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙀𝙍 𝙂𝙄𝙍𝙇 | Koushi Sugawara

teardrops on my guitar

IN ENGLISH CLASS THE next few days they were given no time to work on the project. Leading to you to convince your parents to let the boy sleepover for the project. They said yes, but there were terms and conditions. 

"He can go in your room, but he has to sleep in the living room whether you do or not. No closed doors. Try to stay quiet if you guys stay up late, me and your father have to go out early in the morning." Her mother said before the boy arrived. 

"Yes mom, I know." You responded from the couch. Sugawara was texting you about how in the middle of nowhere you lived. 

suga!!

i feel like im entering a horror movie 

y/n!!

LMAO UR FINE

suga!!

just pulled up

our dads are chit chatting 

im being sent inside by your father 

There was a knock at the door and you got up to open it. "Hi!" he said as you opened the door.

"Hi!" You said back and stepped aside so he could come in. 

"Your house is nice." He stated, taking a look around. 

"Thank you!" You responded. The two of you walked into the kitchen and you introduced him to your mom. She did the usual mom thing of interrogating any guy her daughter brings home and Sugawara was happily answering the questions. You found yourself comparing him to your ex, whom did not enjoy speaking to your parents. Sugawara was different; he enjoyed talking to your parents from the looks of it. You couldn't have a crush on him already right? Right? You shook yourself from that train of thought and spoke up "Alright mom you're gonna make him tired with these questions and we have a project to work on!"

Your mom let the two of you head off to your bedroom and once you were there he motioned to the glitter on the floor, "I didn't take you for the type to use glitter?" 

"I'm usually not but I needed it so" 

"For?"

"Something." You didn't really want to talk about the box of your ex's stuff and how you poured glitter all over it. You guys started to work on the project almost right away. You guys finished pretty quickly due to your knowledge of the English language. You decided it was time to haul yourselves downstairs for the night and just talk. 

At some point he mentioned his volleyball team's absolutely gorgeous manger and you felt a pang in your chest. He talked about her for a while so naturally you compared yourself to her. She was always put together, meanwhile you had worn clothes you would probably wear while farming to school. Besides him talking about how pretty this girl was, he made you laugh and the two of you had some somewhat deep conversations. You talked about your ex a little and he was shocked to know that he was who you were nervously texting on your first day. Eventually he went on rambling about volleyball and the new first years and you fell asleep, him shortly after you. 

The next morning your dad made breakfast for the two of you and you guys talked and laughed all day until his parents picked him up, he hugged you before he left, maybe you were just a little delusional but he stayed a little longer than what friends hug for. 

The rest of the day was spent helping your parents on the farm and texting Sugawara. You sat in your room after a long day of helping on the farm, sending memes back and fourth with Sugawara. You had to take a small break though to practice guitar. You played the song from the project because why not. Your thoughts drifted to Sugawara; specifically him practically gushing over his manager. You shed a few tears in the process, everything going on at once was so difficult. Did you like Sugawara or was he just a guy being nice? Your break up being recent was adding to the emotions. 

"This is stupid." You thought and you pulled yourself together and played the guitar like a normal person would. You thought about why you were even crying and decided that it was probably just a build up of everything. You played a couple more songs before deciding that it was enough for the night and texted Sugawara again before going to sleep once you decided it was time to sleep. 

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me when i cant write anything sad without cringing at myself