a place in this world

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YOU WEREN'T SURE WHAT you wanted exactly. You were tempted to text him. Who? Your ex, but also Sugawara. For whatever reason you were feeling like the most hopeless romantic on the planet. Debating for a while, you decided that texting Sugawara was probably the healthier option, but it was a school day, you'd see him at school. 

It was raining outside so you could only hope that today would be peaceful. Rain was your favorite type of weather; the sound, the coolness, and the lack of having to work outside for the day. It was all perfect and briefly brought you out of your complicated feelings that morning. 

The journey to school was peaceful, you listened to music and managed to stay awake. Once you got to class though, you talked to some of the other girls. It was a small group that invited you to hang out with them; honestly, they were a little weird but so were you so you fit in pretty easy. You found it easy to talk to and relate to them. Class seemed to have a late start today so you got to talk with people for a while. 

While you felt like you could relate to them, you felt alone. It was obvious these girls were already close with each other. You were zoning in and out while the others conversed, occasionally agreeing with what they were saying.

The day did get better as it went on; you talked with Sugawara at lunch and in the classes you had together. It was fine for the most part if we're being honest. Your day had started bad, but it ended decently. Aside for someone stealing your umbrella, the way home was pretty good. You listened to music and once you got home your parents decided to take you out shopping and for dinner. You threw on a normal outfit, much better than the school uniform, and texted Sugawara while you waited for your parents to get ready. Only, he had texted you first. 

suga!!

did something happen?

you looked upset today

sorry if this is weird

y/n!!

just started off weird

nothing to worry abt!!

suga!!

you sure?

i can listen if you wanna talk?

y/n!!

thats sweet of you!!

but im okay suga

i promise

suga!!

yeah but like

what happened

y/n!!

just me being a girl </3

suga!!

if you say so

You put your phone down as your parents called your name. You thought it was sweet that he had been concerned, but it was defiantly just him being nice to you. A girl can dream though, and you for sure would. Even while shopping with your parents you couldn't help but wonder about what dating the boy would be like. Then again, he seemed into that girl he was talking about, but it also seemed like she wasn't into him, or any of the other members of his team for that matter. He had mentioned that his entire team gushes over her so maybe it was just him thinking she was pretty? Its probably best to stop thinking about it. 

suga!!

i see you

y/n!!

𝙁𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙀𝙍 𝙂𝙄𝙍𝙇 | Koushi SugawaraWhere stories live. Discover now