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Old wounds reopen...

Calm down, it's over...

It won't happen again.

It's over.

I didn't want to be there.

Heart was thumping from fear.
I felt it all again.

Old wounds reopen...

The loneliness, it will never leave me...

My old friend...

Only several seconds brought back several years.

I can't reach out...
My memories are blocked by the black ones.

I fear my past.

I never had one.

And the urge to forget just keeps bleeding on me...

Old wounds reopen...

I can't just be when I am nobody.

I am my achievements.
I've only been my achievements.
I'll always be my achievements.

As far as I get, they're faster.

I only remember the bitter moments.
I only remember how I failed.
I only remember how they failed me.
I only remember how I coped.

Old wounds reopen...

I want to forget everything and everyone.
I don't want to be known by anyone.
I want to be on my own, lonely.
That's what I'm used to.

All it takes is their faces and I blackout.

The urge to forget just keeps bleeding on me...

I replay the darkest moments until they all turn black.

I'm not meant to be here.

I keep looking at the mirror and crying.
I don't understand why.

I just like making myself hurt.

I'm the one nobody should care about.
I'm the one nobody should know about.
I'm the one people should forget about.

I want to be a generic nobody.
I want to be forgotten.
I want to be gone.

Old wounds reopen...