i hate to show my feelings, but damn right, i'm mourning all the shut out parts of myself that i just keep on burning god, all the things i did for you, and you pretend like i have no right to be hurting what the hell is going on with all the lessons i should be learning?
lately, it started getting colder don't blame it on me, but i realised how bad you treated me as i got older
it's a difference to miss you and to miss someone around 'cause now i borrowed all the ways that you used to shut me out you took half of me and then you just left you'd think you've had your heart broken like that but it just keeps on hurting me, over and over again
and shit, that fucked with my self image i don't think you've ever asked about my feelings you'd just move on with your day or even make fun of it now you're not here anymore and instead of healing, i seem to do same distancing that you once did
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