xiv. wrong wire, connection failed

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blue - billie eilish

shouldn't it not feel like a chore to talk
i think that maybe, i am scarred from the way we fought;
every conversation nothing more than a seemingless walk
and for a long while, you were an „this is how it has to be" thought

it's so hard to be mad at you for all of this
you treated me like that because it's what you were taught
that you were raised the same way isn't really hard to miss
and there were moments where i thought, eventually you'd hit
it's been a while since that happened but it's hard to forget

i will always love you because in the end, you're still my dad
but there's too many things that i have yet to process
like for example, the things she did
and i think sometimes, the same goes for you

you know, it'd be easier if you were vulnerable for once
but i also know that's difficult for you
because i am sometimes just the same; yet we are two individuals
and i will not become everything that you do

you know, it'd be easier if you were vulnerable for oncebut i also know that's difficult for youbecause i am sometimes just the same; yet we are two individualsand i will not become everything that you do

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