NOT A PHASE - (TNN - SORSCHA)

PROLOUGE - DEAR SORSCHA

Dear Sorscha,

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this. The school therapist told me that writing a letter to my future self could be therapeutic.

Does life get better?

Are you happy?

All I want is to make Mam and Dad proud. When they tell me they love me, I know they truly mean it but I can see the disappointment behind their eyes. They hope that one day this phase will end. It's not a phase, is it?

Why did I have to be born this way?

I love her so much.

I can't live without her.

Do you still see her? I'd give up everything I have and everything I am to make her happy. I don't understand how or why that's so wrong. It's so confusing.

I'm trying my best, but every time I try to imagine the future the only thing I can see is grey.

Is your heart still aching?

Did you do it? Did you end up working with children? They don't judge me, they just accept and love me for who I am.

I wish everyone could be like that.

Love From Me xxx