Loss of innocence

playing things nice

I woke up the pain was unbearable. Before I could even scream, I vomited over the side of the bed. Two of the girls groaned and rolled out of bed. While Mellisa scooted closer and rubbed my back. I looked up to Jerald walk towards me I scooted backwards, afraid of being punished. I flinched as he raised his hand but instead it landed softly on my shoulder.

"I'll be back, don't worry," he said leaving the room.

I just nodded.

"Mabey you should sleep in the comments room so you don't get on the bad side of the girls for tomarrow," Mellisa advised.

"Yeah, I guess your right."

We walked to the common room, we plopped down on the couch and started chatting to keep my mind busy.

"Do you ever think about what Lyricia was really doing there," Mellisa asked?

"I don't like to think about her, she betrayed us. She is not worth thinking about okey. Can we just change the subject or something," I hissed.

These mood swings are really getting to me.

"Uhhh.... Yeah sure. Why do you think Jerald is being so nice?"

"I don't know but we can't let him get to us. We can't trust him just to be let down. Remember never let your gaured down."

Mellisa nodded and stared at her feet. Probably surprised by my aggression.

"I- I'm sorry I'm not trying to be mean or anything. I don't know what's getting to me," I apologized.

"The blood," she laughed.

We both started laughing when we were interupted by Jerald.

"Mhmm..... I got you a new box of pads. It says super absorbant, and I got you some over the counter pain medication," Jerald smiled.

I gave him an awkward smile in return and took the wallgreens bag.

"If you need anything just holler for me."

"Yeah... Sure but u think I'll be fine for now. And thanks," I mumbled.

He smiled as he walked out the door. I took the pills and pulled out a new pad.

"I'm just going to change my pad, I'll be back in a sec," I said.

"K"

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